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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: A Little About ME
Date: Tue, 2 Nov 2010 18:44:02 +0000
HELLO , this is Johnson
I hope you are doing good now and having a pleasant time now.Thanks for
your contact from Meetic and i am also impress to have such kind of
communication with you and i can see that we both have met on fate and i
am taking this opportunity to tell you something about me as we are
both behind the screen trying to know more about each other ....
My name is Johnson Hackman....,and as i have already told you, I am a
soldier from the U.S.A army but i am now in Iraq for peace keeping and
will be coming home within two months time.I have been a widower for 6
years now and i am having one son who is 13 years and i came to the
Meetic which happens to be a dating site to look for someone that i can
continue the life with no matter how the distance is because distance
doesn't matter when love finds itself and i believe distance is just a
mile and it can be closed within a twinkle of an eye by two hearts that
have accepted to be together...
Talking
about my self,I love friends and family, I am a fun person and make
friends easily. I love life, love my family and still have some love to
share with a special lady. Life can be lonely without someone...I am a
person who is very real when it comes to life and its' issues. Am
honest,kind caring,affectionate,good sense of humor,easy going,free
thinker,trustworthy and respect the lives of other people.....I'm a man
who lives life as it comes to me. I don't worry about tomorrow, for it
will be here no matter what I do.The best days of my life are yet to
come and i am looking for someone who will love and care about me for a
long time relationship that can lead to marriage. Although I would
consider myself be a romantic, I don't believe that life is about the
'grand passion.' In reality it is more about comfortable comrade. I am
really a fun person who loves people,loves to laugh, I am very
caring,love music, dancing, singing ( in my car) ! Love the church...am a
devoted friend. I like to have fun,I have strong moral values with
honesty and integrity being the core of my personality, am very cool, i
respect my dignity....I'm excited to see new places, meet new people and
do new things.I'm not a fighter and I don't argue, life's too short but
I do value friendship and intimacy.Respect is one of the most important
requisites in a relationship, as are honesty and commitment. I enjoy
going out to dinner, movies, walks,and quiet times. I love nature, enjoy
learning, and have a deep respect and love for children. I'm fascinated
with the world and different cultures and would enjoy learning more
about them....I love to laugh and like being around people with a good
sense of humor. I also appreciate people who are different and even
quirky
I am a cute caring lovable man who is into anything really at this
point in my life, whether it be a serious relationship or just Dating,
but know my ultimate goal is to find a mate though.. I want to enjoy
this phase of my life in my search and if my future mate happens to show
up in front of me, I will not let her go.. My passions are meeting my
future soul-mate/partner.. I believe I am a very good man with a very
big heart with modern qualities.. I'm pretty laid back, down to earth, a
very positive person, enjoy the simple things in life.. I'm told that I
am kind, caring, generous, thoughtful, opinionated, handsome, and
intelligent and have many lovable qualities.. I try to allow life itself
not to stress me out and remain a happy go lucky person.. Love to kiss
and hug.. I think one of my biggest flaws is being too nice and loyal to
people in my life, but it is just the right thing we should all do, but
in general, good always outweighs the bad.. I'm very responsible but
still let the inner boy in me come out at times, OK maybe sometimes too
much.. I'm very flexible in things I like to do, whether it’s going out
dinning or just hanging home eating pizza and putting in a DVD.. I love
the monsoon season and the lightning it brings.. I'm very thought full
of others and always make the best of a bad situation.. I am a widower
after some years of faithfulness and love and was put out because I
lost her in an accident.. I am looking for someone to spend time with
and lead into a lasting long term, rest of my life type of relationship
or just a now thing, I will not discount anything right now.. Someone to
laugh with and try new things with and make new memories with together,
hold each others for hours and hours.. To be able to have fun no matter
what we’re doing, as long as it is together.. I really enjoy the act of
making love and/or sex and the comfort that comes with it, when the two
actually make love just from the act of holding each other sometimes..
Looking so forward to meeting someone for any type of relationship at
this point in my life, whatever the situation brings.. I am a caring man
that loves companionship and if I am loved, I will love back as much if
not more and treat a woman as God expects man to treat them.. I hope to
find a woman that needs me to love her and take care of her, as I want
her to love and take care of me as well..
I consider myself a very easy going person, even tempered. I love to go
for long walks during a beautiful summer sunset with my dog Max along
the wonderful walking trails by my home, going for walks during a gentle
snowfall in the winter and walks during a crisp and sunny autumn day. I
love to cook and a perfect evening would be to decide on a wonderful
menu and cook together while enjoying a fine glass of red wine and great
music. I enjoy many type of music from easy listening jazz to classical
to country western especially Ian Tyson. One of my hobbies is landscape
painting and have become quite good, enough so that I can give them
away as gifts to my family. My life long passion is genealogy and have
been discovering my family roots for the past years. Love old movies,
scrabble and nature.
I look into the future with hope and would like to create a
relationship based on respect, understanding, trust and love. Seeking a
relationship with longevity and not just something will end in just a
blink of an eye. I have a great sense of humor and can dish it out to
make a sad day enjoyable. Honestly I've all that it takes to be a man, I
don't really need anything from my partner. maybe in terms of
circumstances there might some kind of help from each other, helping to
make things right. It's not all that easy meeting that rightful woman
with all those qualities which I'm dreaming off, I love friends and
family...I am a very sincere person who laughs easily, loves to tease
and be teased and who communicates openly and honestly.
Take
care and have a wonderful day and i have added three of my photos to
you, and i will also be happy if you can send me yours and hope to hear
from you soon......I would be on msn very soon so that we can chat my
dear and you can ask me anything that you want to know about me..
Johnson
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Good Morning
Date: Thu, 4 Nov 2010 09:29:51 +0000
Hello my dear..
I hope you are doing well and also having a loving day my dear..I am now in the office working on some files and documents my dear and i am replying to your email now..In the first place, thanks so much for the wonderful communication we are having now my dear and i think its such a pleasure knowing each other this way...For your information, i am no more on the meetic site and i was taken my profile off when i came across you the other time since my work as a soldier in Iraq now doesn't allow me to be there because of security reasons and i was there the other day to just give a try and see whether something could have worked for me, and you are also the first person i had contact with and lucky for me you also answered me when i contacted you but for now i am no more on that site..I have now invited you again on the msn chat and hope you will accept it this time and be on msn for a chat or you can also take my email address and add me on yours and i will accept it so that we can chat on msn as that would be easy and also help us to share photos and know more about each other and see how best this can work for us since we both don't know what the future will bring us...I have checked the time difference between Iraq and France and have realized that Iraq is leading France with 2 hours so i can always be on msn on France time 20:00 PM and you can also give me your best time that you can always come on msn for a chat then...smile...I will now end here and continue my work and hope you write soon..
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Thanks
Date: Tue, 9 Nov 2010 12:20:09 +0000
Hello my Love ,
I hope you are doing well and also have slept well for me as i did...I am in the office now working on some files and documents and i thank you so much for your emails once again for letting me know more about you and your past too.....I am missing and thinking of you my dear and you have been on my mind and thoughts all this while my dear and my feelings for seems to be stronger as i just cannot stop thinking of you and being together with you..I think we have told each other more about ourselves and its been such a great pleasure to share a lot with you this way , I really appreciate it. It seems like we have a lot in common and looking for the same in a relationship...LOL You're such a great and a nice woman and I really admire that.
Although we've never met, I feel as if I know you well. I knew from the start that there was something special about you; you've touched my heart and wouldn't let go.I'm pretty much a trusting person, for the most part, however, I have found myself to have people abuse that and make a fool of me... However, I believe each person deserves their own chance and don't judge anyone... In fact, I try to keep an open mind with everyone... At least as much as a human being can... I believe in ROMANCE! I love romance and being romantic, I’m a “true romantic,” I love to hold my woman’s face and her hands when kisses her (just like in the movies), holding hands, snuggling on a rainy day, writing a message on the bathroom mirror when it’s all steamed up from a hot shower, or a text message just to say “hello, I was thinking about you”, and candlelight bubble baths with Nora Jones playing on the radio. I enjoy pampering my woman (when I have one that is)... I tend to be silly, but when needed, I do have a serious side.I do have one son,which i have told you earlier ,who mean the world to me and have been my focus since I lost his mom... I do not seek a replacement mother for my son... Rather, I seek one amazing woman who not only accepts my relationship with my son but won't feel threatened by nor jealous of this relationship and who can meld seamlessly into our family unit..
The reality is that I truly do seek a lasting relationship... For this to happen we should be compatible, emotionally, intellectually, socially, spiritually, physically (call me shallow but looks do matter) and, yes, sexually... Even with all this, love must exist and there must be that ever-elusive "spark...” In essence, I seek the proverbial "Total Package...” Rather than "settling" for someone I could be happy with, I seek someone I cannot imagine living without (a subtle yet important distinction) for a lifetime together filled with passion (both in and outside the bedroom), intensity and bliss..I guess I'm looking for a woman who can love me as I am (good, bad or ugly)... Someone who can relate about life and its ups and downs and will want to share them... I want my partner to be able to work together to obtain goals that we've both set... I'd like us to be able to grow as individuals as well as a couple... I'd want our relationship to be secure so that we could feel comfortable and trust each other completely without question!
I would want to be her everything and she mine... I want the WHOLE package... A friendship that grows into the ultimate loving/caring/passionate relationship that one only dreams of... I don't want to just live with someone; I want someone I can't imagine living without... I hope that makes sense... I guess I'm searching for my missing piece to my puzzle....I am at a great place in my life now and want to share it with a partner on all levels.. I agree there must be a physical attraction as well... I always say that it's what on the inside that counts and that always makes a person attractive on the outside as well... I want to be with someone that I miss when we are not together and I can feel the electricity running through body when we touch... Someone who likes to cuddle (I know this probably sounds corny), hold hands, hug, kiss for no reason, I want to be the couple when were 80 walking down the street and holding hands... I just love that when I see it... Like you I just won't settle...
I do not have a particular physical "type" that appeals to me... Rather, I tend to look at the entire package, especially personality... I am not the jealous type by any means... I believe that in a relationship you have to be a family regardless if the children are not biologically yours a family is a family no matter what! I would never try to be a replacement father it just can't be done, but to be there for that child and support them and be a part of their life is an important thing!...I hope that I haven't bore you with all this information... I do know what I want... I did not date for some years after my wife's death all because I wanted to make sure that I knew what I want and that I was in a good place in my life and ready to share it with a partner.. I am at that place! ... LOL... on a more serious side, I am not about having sex with just anyone... I must have feelings for the person and she for me... There must be that deep seeded trust before it would move to the sexual phase... There are just too many diseases out there and to be honest, I've seen what they can do to a life if you're careless sexually... I wouldn't want that for anyone I know or care about... Don't get me wrong though, if the relationship were to get to that phase, I am completely into pleasing my woman.... COMPLETELY!.....
Kindly take care for me as i end here and continue with my work and hope we pleasurably chat tonight and i want to inform you that, i can be on msn on your time 22:30 today and i hope it won't be so late for you then but i will understand when i come and you have gone to bed..smile..Kisses and sweet hugs..
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Love Across Distance
Date: Thu, 11 Nov 2010 12:02:03 +0000
Hello my sweet Love..
I hope you are doing well and also having a wonderful time with you today as i am having now..I am about to go and have a little meeting with one of the commanders' and i am now dropping you these lines because i am missing and thinking of you so much and you have you been on my mind and thoughts all day and night now...What a wonderful ending of a year! It began late in the previous year -- me finding you, chatting online, confessing my love, and then it happens all over now that i am in love with you. The feelings that I’ve felt for you all along begin to resurface. Only this time, I am free to act on them without fear of upsetting anyone.
Thank you, My Love. What more can a man say to the woman who opened her heart to him, allowing him to feel the warmth of her love across the great distance that separates them? You truly have no idea what I feel for you.I try to put this feeling into words, but fail miserably. This feeling of being both scared and at peace, of having both butterflies and a sense of calm, is a feeling that I have only dreamed about. As the days continue to pass, my love for you continues to grow. I never thought I had the capacity to love anybody as much as I love you right now. Yet, my love for you continues to mature, growing beyond the realm of my heart. It seems that you have become the fiber of my soul, the very reason for my existence.
I have no other words to describe the way you make me feel. No words, no actions could even come close. I believe that Ronald Regan said it best to Nancy in a letter, telling her only that, "I more than love you". Their love was a strong love, surviving everything, even death. I believe that even after his passing, Nancy felt Ronald's love for her raining down upon her. That is why she has always seemed at peace after the death of such a truly loving husband. That is the love that I feel for you.Kindly take care for me and have a pleasant day with kisses and hope we chat tonight..
Forever Yours,
Johnson
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: I love and miss you
Date: Fri, 12 Nov 2010 22:35:21 +0000
Hello my sweet Love...
I hope you are doing well and also having a loving time with you as i am
having now..I have just arrived from work since i was having an evening
patrol today and that was why i couldn't come on msn today and i am now
going bed since i am feeling so tired now and now sending you these
lines which i hope you can read them tomorrow morning..In the first
place, sorry for my bad connection last night when we were chatting, it
went off suddenly and i was so worried my love but i hope you can all
the time understand how bad my connection is normally is due to where i
am now.Thanks so much for the lovely romantic emails you always sends me my love, i love and like reading your sweet emails because they always make my heart becomes happy...I am missing and thinking of you so much my love and i am
missing you and always yearn to spend forever with you my love....
When I am with you in my dreams, I feel alive.Thank you so much for coming into my life now honey.. You have brought to me a happiness that no
one else ever could. You have brought to me a love I have never known before. I
could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could
ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my
life with you.
Every day I wake up thanking God for you. You have given me so much, and I
don't know if I will be able to give back all that you have given me just because of how happy my life is about finding you. You
have been my guiding light when I was lost. You have been my comforter
through all my trials and sorrow. You have been my rock.Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you’re there, I feel safe.
Your voice soothes me. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel,
but I can't find the words other than I am ecstatic we met and have accepted each other after all we've gone through.
I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love
that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel
blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day
that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and
fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to
share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are
everything to me.I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always
be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life
brings us. You are my soul mate, and I vow to love you all eternity. I love you, baby.Take care for me and have a lovely night with sweet dreams..
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: GOOD MORNING MY LOVE
Date: Tue, 16 Nov 2010 09:48:42 +0000
Hello my sweet love...
I hope you are doing well and also having a wonderful morning with you as i am having too...I am now in the office working on some few files and the thoughts of you have prevented me to stop working and share my thoughts with you before i will continue working...What a wonderful dream that you had last night honey? This dream has to tell you that we are destine to be together and we thank God for bringing us together and this dream has to also tell you that, i am here to make you happy and take all your sorrows away honey and it also tells us that we deserve each other...I love you so much with my whole heart and life without you now would be miserable and my meaningless for me...
I do not know how to express the conflicting emotions
that have surged like a storm through my heart all night long. I only know
that first and foremost in all my thoughts has been the glorious
confirmation you gave me last night in my dreams - without effort, unconsciously, of
course - of all I have ever thought of your mind and heart. You have the greatest soul, the noblest nature, the sweetest, most
loving
heart I have ever known, and my love and admiration for you have
increased so much since we’ve known each other that it still amazes me.You are more wonderful and lovely in my eyes than you ever were before; and
my pride and joy and gratitude that you should love me with such a perfect
love are beyond all expression. Kindly take care for me and stay bless and hope we chat tonight and i can tonight be on msn on your time 22:30....Kisses and lots of love...
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: PLEASANT MORNING
Date: Wed, 17 Nov 2010 09:31:04 +0000
Hello my sweet Angel..
I am sorry that i couldn't make it on msn last night since there was an emergency which demanded for a whole day work so i was tired enough to come on msn for a chat since i came home late than i was imagining and i hope you were not angry with me..I am now in the office trying to arrange some few things and i hope you are doing well as i am doing now...I am really missing you so much and i am thinking of you all this while and just cannot take a break of thinking of you for even a few seconds..I love you so much and i will always thank you for bringing happiness into my life now...Ever since i have known you, You have been so good and you have been so nice to me. We have become a good lovers and ready to shared every tear, every sadness, joy and happiness in life together. However, as the days are passing by I never expect that time will change everything. You are now more than a lover but a forever and a dream comes true. You have become someone special in my heart. A very special in my heart I have known.
Now its answered the things I prayed and long for. It is a love that grows like flowers in the field. A love I felt as time goes on. A love I will care till the end. A love I will cherish and keep forever.I know I love you and you are the one I’m waiting for and you are the Someone special I long for. Someone special in my heart..
When I was about to shut love out of my life. There you came along... just in time. You're such a wonderful gift. A very precious one. A gift to keep, a gift to care and a gift to love now and forever. Tell me how can I let go of someone very special like you? Never... for you are a heaven's gift. The one I long and asked for life.
I love you with all my heart! Kindly take care for me and have a pleasant day..
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Aren’t We Lucky?
Date: Fri, 19 Nov 2010 10:16:18 +0000
Hello my dear...
I hope you are doing well and also having a wonderful loving day with you as i am having here now.Thanks so much for the sweet emails you always sends me my love..You make my heart beat faster anytime i read your email because they are so sweet to my heart and i always thank you so much for coming into my life now.I am as usual in the office working on some files and documents and i am now sending you this email to know how you are doing as i am missing and thinking of you now...
If only I could have come up with the right words to describe the depth of this beautiful feeling that I have for you, I would have whispered them to you the first time we met. The best thing that I can do is to show you now.I love you so much, Sweetie. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. You are like the best poetry ever composed, the best song ever played, the best picture ever painted. I never thought that someone like me could get so lucky!
I love you more than my life, more than my world. I love you more and more each day and that is the most wonderful feeling any man can ever hope to experience.
Take care for me with sweet kisses and hope we chat tonight and also hear from you soon..
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: I am sorry my love
Date: Fri, 19 Nov 2010 20:15:16 +0000
Hello my dear...
I hope you are doing well and also having a wonderful time with you too...I am really sorry to inform you that, there is an emergency which i am needed now so i am just sending you these few lines to ask a permission from you that, i cannot be on msn today for a chat as i am about to be on my way and i hope you won't be angry with me then..Thanks and sorry for any inconveniences my dear...
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Dream Come True
Date: Sun, 21 Nov 2010 09:09:47 +0000
HELLO MY FOREVER..
I hope you are doing well and also having a loving day this morning as i am having now my dear...I have just returned from a 2 hour training session with the troops and i am now coming to take a little rest and i will after that be on my way to Baghdad and my driver is not feeling all that well so maybe i will drive myself...I am reading all your emails you have sent me ever since i made me this trip but i am lost of words to see how sweet your emails are...There is nothing i can do now than to say, thank you so much for the sweet loving emails you always send me and you don't have to worry that your hospital and the surgery can come between us...Nothing absolutely can come between the kind of love we have for each other..All that i know is that i love you and nothing more and i am ready to even die for you honey..I love and need you more than you can imagine and i just cannot live my life without you now..You are truly a dream come true...
It has not been but a short time of getting to know one another and we are totally crazy about the other.In my dream last night, I asked you if you believed in soul mates and you said that you believed that God does make a special someone from every man. Whether that man finds that someone he was created for or not, I know I was created for you.
Here I am, heart and soul, confessing to the world how I feel about you. I would walk to the ends of the earth to meet you, and yet the funny thing is, looks as if I will have to do that since we haven't yet met. Funny how love works in people's lives. I sure never expected to neither meet nor find someone as amazing as you. You have touched my heart in so many ways and words couldn't even begin to explain to you the love I feel for you. Without further making it harder on the two of us to be together, I need to tell you that I love you and I know we are both waiting and when the time is right, will accept each other as a husband and a wife and spend forever and eternity in your arms. Dreaming of you always ... I love you.
Kindly take care for me as i go and take some rest for my journey back to my place and hope we can chat tonight..I kiss you all over your body..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH....
Johnson
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: I love you forever,...You complete me
Date: Wed, 24 Nov 2010 10:19:18 +0000
Hello My Big Love..
Just a quick note to know how you are doing and i hope you are doing well and also have slept well for me...I am missing and thinking of you all this while and i am happy with the fact that i have you in my life...I love you. I love every little thing about you. I love your cute smile, your magical eyes, and the sound of your voice i sometimes hear in my dreams. I love your gentle touch, and I love the warmth I feel when I’m by your side in thoughts and in imaginations. I can't stop thinking about you we are apart. I need you by my side. You complete me. You mean the world to me. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You are the one I've always wished for. I never thought that I would ever meet someone as special as you. I love each and every moment I share with you.
Love Always,
Johnson
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: RE: à toi , mon paradis do you understand ?
Date: Fri, 26 Nov 2010 14:47:29 +0000
Hello my tender love..
I know there's an ocean between us,and I wish that it weren't true, for every day when I arise,I yearn to be with you. Though a lot of distance lies between us,you'll always be in my mind and my heart,And every night beneath the stars, I pray for the day we'll never be part.
Every day I will be thinking about you. When my eyes are closed, when I sing and dance to a love song, when I'm checking my email, I will be thinking about you. When I go to sleep in the loneliness of my room and give in to wonderful dreams I will definitely be thinking about you.
I know very soon we will meet and spend our lives with each other. I have waited for you so long, and now that I have found you I will never let you go. I love you so much..
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Good Morning and sweet weekend
Date: Sun, 28 Nov 2010 09:49:36 +0000
Hello my sweet love..
I hope you are doing well and also having a loving weekend with you ..I have just got back from having a training with my boys and i am now taking some rest before i go to the laundry my love...I am really missing and thinking of you so much and i am always yearning to be with you and spend a loving time with you...Honey, you have changed my life completely. You're the one who makes me beautiful. You're the one who makes me strong. You're the one who makes me feel so important; you're everything to me.
You show your love to me every day. I thank God that I have found a woman like you.All that I can offer you is an eternity love. I can offer you a good loving heart that will stick together through the good and the bad. I can offer you a good loving heart that will support each other every day. Honey, that's all I can give...I hope that’s what you want.
I really wish that you were near me. I wish that I could just call your name when I needed you and that you would be there. However, knowing that you love me so much is enough for now, and if I can be your forever loving man, then I would wait forever to be with you. . You're the only one that I want....Sweetly take a good care of your self for me and hope we chat soon...
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: I Hate Missing You
Date: Mon, 29 Nov 2010 15:49:23 +0000
Hello my love..
Thanks so much for the loving emails of yours that you have sent me..I have really enjoyed reading them my love and reading them over and over has given me so much happiness in my heart my dear...I wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with me always. I know I could never be any happier. But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. I even miss you when I am sleeping!I love you, babe. You are my first and my only love, and I thank you for be so kind with my heart. Hopefully, soon I won't have to hate missing you.Take care for me and hope we chat soon my love...
Love Always,
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Visions of you
Date: Tue, 30 Nov 2010 12:06:48 +0000
Hello my beloved..
I hope
you are doing well for me this afternoon and also having a nice time
with you too...I am really sorry that i couldn't made it on msn as my
connection was so poor for me to connect my msn and i was so worried
because i knew you would be waiting for me my love, but i hope you can
understand the kind of situation i am in here sometimes that i normally
don't everything as best as i want my love..I miss you, my darling, as I
always do. I can almost feel you beside me as I write this email to
you, and I can smell the scent of wildflowers that always reminds me of
you. But at this moment, these things no longer give me pleasure since i
am nowadays yearning to be with you and touch you and smell you. At
night when I am alone, I call for you, and whenever my ache seems to be
the greatest, you still seem to find a way to return to me.
Well, i don't know whether i have told you this dream because this is the second time that i have had this dream my love...Last
night, in my dreams, I saw you on the pier. The wind was blowing through
your hair, and your eyes held the fading sunlight. I was speechless as I
watched you leaning against the rail. You are beautiful, I thought as I
saw you, a vision that I could never find in anyone else. I slowly
began to walk toward you, and when you finally turned to me, I noticed
that others had been watching you as well. Do you know her? they asked
me in jealous whispers, and as you smiled at me I simply answered with
the truth, "Better than I know myself."
I stop
when I reach you and I take you in my arms. I long for this moment more
than any other. It is what I live for, and when you return my embrace, I
give myself over to this moment, at peace once again. I raise my hand
and gently touch your cheek and you tilt your head and close your eyes.
My hands are hard and your skin is soft, and I wonder for a moment if
you'll pull back, but of course, you don't. I know that this is the
moment I have been waiting for, and I pray that the moment never
ends....Kindly take care for me my love and hope we chat tonight my
love..I also want to take care this opportunity to inform you that, i
can be on msn on your time 22:30 tonight since i have an emergency
mission from 18:00 to 22:00 and i hope you won't have any problem with
that but i will understand after i have come and you have gone to
bed...maybe it would have been too late for you...I love you and kiss
you all over your body now...
Johnson |
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: My Best Love
Date: Thu, 2 Dec 2010 11:50:27 +0000
Hello my sweet love....
I hope you are doing well and also having a loving day as i am also having now..I really apologize for the fact that my connection hasn't been the best for me to stay up for a chat during nights and the technicians would be here this weekend to fix the problem as i have already told you and also solve for us my love so i apologize to you that kindly forgive me when you have no news from me since maybe i am not having internet ok?...I hope you will understand me although i know you would be worried about me but i promise you that i would be fine and take a very good care of myself for you since i know we need each other....kisses...I am missing you so much and its so much hard for me these days to be away from you because the weather is now cold and my body needs a warmth from you my darling...
As the days go by, I stop and think about all the memories we've made, the good times we will share together, and the love between us that keeps growing. You are not only my love , but my best friend and soul mate. You are a blessing from above - one that I do not take for granted. I thank you for the happiness you have brought into my life together with my son. Not only are you a wonderful woman, you're a terrific woman, provider, and caregiver. You give so freely to everyone you know in such a loving way. Your generosity is inspiring! I love you, Hon...more than words, more than life. I'm forever grateful for your love and proud to be your man...Kisses and take a good care of yourself for me and hope we chat tonight when the connection is good for my love...I love you and you are forever mine and i promise never to let go of you....SMILE...
Johnson with kisses and lots of love |
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Good Morning My Love
Date: Sun, 5 Dec 2010 11:06:54 +0000
Hello my beloved,
I hope you are doing well and also having a loving day with you too...I have just come back from a training session with my boys and i am now coming to take a little rest and later go to the laundry my love..I have missed you so much and i was so much happy that we were able to chat..I am really missing you so much my love and i have been yearning and longing to be with you my love...Thanks so much for your sweet loving emails you have sent me and my heart fills with happiness when i read your emails honey..The words makes me happy and they also comfort me..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..
I was sleeping, my hand was searching for you, but you were not there. I turned my head, and fell into sleep when i met you in my dream honey,I held your hand and you also held me ad told me that this is the moment you have been waiting for. I just smiled. It would be so typical of me to do. I didn't know that you saw me blinking, getting glimpses of you..I opened my eyes and realized that i was dreaming..smile. I turned my head to the other side and slightly fell right back to sleep again. Within minutes, I felt you beside me wearing your robe. I cuddled right into you, like two spoons against each other. This may just be memories, but I still wake up at times thinking of that morning smile when you read my mind.
I just wanted to do something simple to say I love you and to put that smile I love so much back on your face. I want everyone to know how much you mean to me. Ever since you have entered my life, I've been flying on Cloud 9 and I have not come down yet.I tell you this everyday, but you are the most beautiful person I know, inside and out and I see that more clearly with each passing day. I love everything about you, about us. You do something to me that no other has, you have made me so happy, the happiest I've ever been. You give me the most amazing feelings inside, the feeling of being in love with you.I still don't know what I did to be so lucky to have you in my life, my dream come true... I am so thankful though. In this short time that we've been together, we have grown so much and I can't wait to see what the future holds for us. I love you, My love, with all my heart and soul, always and forever!
Please take care for me and stay bless with a lot of love and kisses...
Johnson |
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: I would be strong Darling for us
Date: Tue, 7 Dec 2010 08:35:21 +0000
Hello my sweet love..
I hope you are doing well and also having a lovely time with you..I have just read your email and yes, i am sometimes tired but you mean so much to me and i cherish you so much that i want to feel your presence around me all the time and as i have promised you, i will always do my best for you to make you happy all the time so i always have to be stay up and chat with you every night, but kindly forgive me when the chats seems to be slow since i am sometimes tired...SMILE...But i would be strong for us as you have urged me and won't give up..SMILE..I love you and you would forever in my heart...It's the beginning of the day and I am thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the countless hours we spend talking and keeps each other on our minds. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I love you and only you ... and that love will only grow stronger. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go.
I know I can't give you the whole world, but I can promise you I will always love you. My heart is yours, and even though I know I’ll make mistakes, I will never break your heart. I’ll be right beside you as we chase our dreams together, and you will never have to wonder if I still care. I think about you all day long and when I'm not near you my mind is consumed with thoughts of being close to you again. When you’re near me I feel like everything in the world is right, and I know I don't have to ask God for anything because as long as I have you in my life I have everything I could ever want. All I want to do is spend the rest of my life making you as happy as you have made me....
Sweetly take a very good care of yourself for me and stay bless and i would be on msn on your time 22:30 pm tonight and i hope it won't be so much late for you...I love you and kiss you all over your body now...
Me with kisses and lots of love...
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: True Love Of MY Life
Date: Wed, 8 Dec 2010 08:18:36 +0000
Hello my Heaven..
Guess
you are doing well and have also slept well for me as i did..Just some
lines to you as i am passing by your place..I am severely missing and
thinking of you honey and it hurts me a lot to be away from you this way
my sweet love.....You are such a lovely woman that,ever since you
walked into my life, I have been smiling. There hasn't been a day when I
have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of
you. Honey, I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted
the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful and
most of all someone who would accept me for who I am. Now I have found
the person I was looking for. My heart told me that my Princess Charming
was there when you first wrote hello to you on that site. I didn't have
to think twice to be in communicate due to how wonderful you were to me
on that very first day. I knew that you were Mrs. Perfect. I don't
think that there is, or there could be, anyone better than you out there
for me.
I love
you with my whole heart. I have never trusted anyone the way I trust
you. Sometime I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you
because you are my true love. I know deep down inside that you will
never break my heart or never let me down in anyway.Thank you honey for
everything. I pray to God everyday to bless you with everything you
deserve. I will love you until the end of time...
Some of
the most superb feelings and tingling emotions come from what love an
Angel, such as yourself, and I make. Our world, as we have come to see
it, has no bearing and an infinite boundary when we are locked lips to
lips. No one person can sever that bond of nothing but pure affection
and intimate passion. We are the Angels of Our Heaven and with merely
our names to live with. A name, which consists of nothing more than
symbols of a language taken for granted. I would soon rather speak
nothing. A true test of love of which we have accomplished merely by the
elucidation in our eyes.
Earth
moves with such apathy that only Our Heaven can keep the pace of our
devotion for one another. As slow as the heart beat of a Goliath at
rest. Why would the world seem so passive? I believe it is a chance for
us to make our own time to spend together. It is love. It is what binds
the thoughts of all beings trying to understand it. It appears that you
and I have fallen into love, without having looked for it. This is
Heaven and we are the Angels of Our Name....I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
kisses and lots of love as you take care for me and have a pleasant day with you and hope we chat tonight....
Johnson forever for you |
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Sweetest Morning
Date: Mon, 13 Dec 2010 10:17:50 +0000
Hello my love...
I hope
you are doing well and also having a wonderful loving time with you...I
am currently in the office working on some documents and the day seem to
be a busy one for me as you can imagine work on Mondays...Its now a
lunch time now and i am now dropping you these lines as i am passing
by...You mean the world to me and i miss and think of you so much that i
just cannot live my life without you since you have become a part of me and
i really bless the day that i found you...Well, I don't normally know
how you take it but i just cannot stop myself from letting you know how
much i love and need you.. you are the most intelligent, beautiful woman
I have ever met and I have been so blessed to keep you in my life.You
will always mean the world to me. I can't believe we're doing this all
over again. I can't wait until I have the chance to hold you in my arms.
You're the most wonderful woman in the world. I know I frustrate you
and sometimes make you wonder if you can do this again and if it's worth
it, but I long for nothing but to keep you happy. You're always in my
thoughts and in my heart....
You're
the best love ever and that's all there is to it! Whenever I'm talking
to you, I feel like the luckiest guy in the whole wide world. There's
nothing that I need to hide from you, nothing I can't tell you; there
are no uncomfortable silences, no secrets, and no reason to suspect
anything unusual. Our relationship has none of the qualities that make
other relationships fail - it's almost too perfect, but just right at
the same time.We compliment each other in everything we do, making each
other stronger. You'll never forget to let me know just how much you
love me and I never forget to let you know just how much I love you as
well. You're the love of my life right now and I really think you're my
soul mate.When I think of what our lives could be like together in the
future, I get butterflies and chills all over - it's just so exciting! I
think something like this does happen to everybody; I'm just so lucky
it's happened to me now.
You've
filled all the cracks in my soul and you've made me a better person,
Honey. If it weren't for you, I honestly don't think I could've made it
to this day as successfully as I have. I love you with all my heart and
soul, My Love; you know that, and Darling, don't believe for a second
that anything could change it. My happiness is prolonged only because of
you.You're basically all I think about,Honey; when I'm not thinking
about you, whatever I'm thinking about has to do with you. You're my
everything, my existence, my love, my mental status, everything, and I
want to thank you for being the person you are ... no matter what people
say, Baby. I love you and i belong to you fully...
Kindly take a very good care of yourself and hope we chat tonight..
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Good Morning
Date: Tue, 14 Dec 2010 08:17:37 +0000
Hello My Dear...
I hope you are doing well and also having a loving day with you now as i am now and have also slept well as i did.I am really sorry that i couldn't come on msn last night as i arrived home late and i was so tired to come on msn and chat and i hope you are not angry with me then my sweet..I am really missing and thinking of you so much my love and you have been on my mind and thought as usual all this while and it hard for me this time to be away from you these days my love and i just cannot concentrate on anything now that a part of me is with you..I love you so much and you are such a lovely woman my life and my whole body is happy to have...
I miss you. I'm just here thinking about you, like I always do. I hope you're as happy as me; The thought of you in my arms right now sounds so good to me. I just want you to know how much I love you....Having your love has been the best thing that has happened to me. I have never felt so much love from anyone even though i have once been to a relationship. Everyday, when I awake from a dream of us together, I thank God I found you - I just wish I had more time with you in my dreams to show you how much I love you now that distance is keeping us apart. The way you show your love for me is so unreal; I feel so loved! I need only to think of you, of us, our love, hopes, and dreams. I want to spend my life with you, loving you and receiving your love in return. I long to be in your arms and feeling your touch. Everything that keeps us apart will soon be gone and we will have each other always. Honey, thank you for loving me the way you do...I really appreciates it a lot with my whole heart..
Take care for me with a pleasant day and hope we chat tonight but i would be late here today as i would be here on your time 22:30 PM but i will understand if i come and you have gone to bed because it would be somehow late for you...smile...
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Good Afternoon My Love
Date: Wed, 15 Dec 2010 11:40:04 +0000
Hello my beautiful....
How are
you doing?..I hope you are doing well and also having a wonderful hour
with you this afternoon...I am really also doing well and having a
loving hour with me with much thoughts of you and just cannot take a
break from thinking of you and i also enjoy thinking of you since it
gives me an extra energy to work in the office..smile...I am thinking
about you every second of every day and cannot wait until I see you.We
should never be apart this long but i think everything has a reason and
there is also time for everything too. I miss your kisses and your
touch; I miss you so much. I hope that I can see you soon but until I do
I will keep you in my dreams and in my heart, and remember that I love
you and I always will. We are the lucky ones because we found each other
and we love each other more than we can both imagine. I'll be waiting
to see you and get married to you if the opportunity comes. I love you
with all my heart.
I am so
completely in love with you. I wake to think of you and I sleep to see
you in my dreams. Your love has made me love my life. Everyday seems
like a blessing since I've met you. I feel so lucky and honored to be in
love with such a talented, beautiful and intelligent woman like you. I
love you with all of my heart. Thank you for sharing your love with me.
It is a truly wonderful gift....
Sweetly be careful for me and enjoy the rest of the day with my love and kisses...
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Sweet Weekend My forever
Date: Sun, 19 Dec 2010 10:56:43 +0000
Hello my love...
I hope you are doing well also having a loving weekend with you too...It was a hard day for me yesterday and that was why you had no news from me....I am missing you and have also missed you so much and you have been on my mind and thoughts all days and nights as you know...I am about to go and have a weekend meeting with my boys and hope we chat tonight on your time 22:30 pm...I am really doing well my love and i am also safe here ..smile..I love and need you and want you....I now kiss all over your body and hope you take a very good care of yourself for me...
Me with lots of love and kisses.. |
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: YOU ARE MY FOREVER
Date: Tue, 21 Dec 2010 12:49:10 +0000
Hello my forever...
Thanks so much for the loving emails you have sent to me and i must confess that i am really reading it all over and over and you cannot imagine how i feel when i read an email from you and hear that you love me...It has been so much hard for me the past days to get access to the internet and send you an email or to come and chat with you since there are a lot of people in the city due to the coming Christmas and the roads are always congested with a lot of human traffic so it is we and the security personnel s duty to make sure there is peace and order my love so my boys and i are always in the cities patrolling day and night honey and i am so sorry that such an activities have kept me from not letting you hear from me for some days now...I have really and really and crazily missed you so much honey and i don't shared anything now but tears when i think about how people with their lovers are going to enjoy the Christmas with each other and i am not with you to enjoy it together but there is one thing that also makes me feel happy that, if we cannot be together for the Christmas we are surely and hopefully coming together and spend the rest of our lives together after the Christmas and i have told that i will get the date that i will leave here after the Christmas.....
The first time I heard you say the words, "I love you", it was like I have been taken to Cloud 9 and I haven't gone down until now. Right after you uttered those words I asked myself, "Do I love you?", and as I look for the answer, I again asked: have you given me any reasons not to? No. I then realized that I have already fallen in love with you, and yes ... I am so in love with you, HONEY!In the past, I had always yearned for someone to love, to cherish and to take good care of - to whom I would share my dreams with and make them come true. I'd always walked around feeling so empty with a hole in my heart that I thought would never get filled... You filled that hole. I think back to how empty my life was without you, and I am so grateful that you are here. I have found in you what it means to "love." I tell you a million times a day, each day that I love you. Although you reciprocate these feelings, I am sure that you have no inkling of the magnitude of exactly what they mean to me. You can do the slightest thing and it warms me. You may not even realize it. Each day has me falling more in love with you. I love you more and more with each passing day. And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today. You are really God's gift to me ... my answered prayer that I will forever cherish in my heart.
You are the most wonderful, kind, compassionate, romantic, smart, sensible, intelligent, talented, kind-hearted, thoughtful, congenial, affectionate, appreciative, loyal, caring, loving, passionate, handsome and an incredibly sexy man with "killer abs" I have ever met and I thank God everyday that you are mine! I love you with my whole existence, my whole life and nothing in this world can take that away! I love you more than I could ever explain. More than I even understand. You touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend.I hope today turns out to be the day I wished it to be for you. Today, I'd like to give you this little glass that holds the unrelenting memories of my past that shackles my being. I just have to give this to you and I have to do this for myself, for you, and for us. Today, I give my life to you - my heart, my mind, my body and my soul ... I belong to you now.
This may start sounding like a poem ... I don't know. I just wanted to let you know that you are my heart, my everything, and the other half of my soul, that I love you with everything I have and hold. Now, when I look towards the future, you are always pictured there. Maybe, in this lifetime, you will never know how much I love, care and cherish you. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead. I can't wait to spend forever with you....Kindly take care for me and have a lovely day with sweet kisses and lots of love from me and hope to chat tonight but i would be online tonight on your time 22:30 pm, although it would be late for you but please try your best and stay up for me since i have really missed chatting with you...
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Good Morning My Love
Date: Wed, 22 Dec 2010 08:34:54 +0000
Hello my sweet Angel...
I hope you are having a good day; I miss you and wish you were here with me. I was thinking about you and wanted you to know how much you are loved and missed...I have missed you so much and you have been on my mind and thoughts all day and night now honey and i am happy that you have brought happiness into my life now...Remember how I have told you I have a million thoughts going through my head at every second of every day? Well, you are always my main thought and every other thought in my head revolves around you. I think of "our" new life together, every second of every day. I just want you to know that I do want to grow old with someone special and I can't think of a better person to grow old with than you. I can't honestly tell you where I'd be right now if I didn't have you. Since I've met you, I've been so happy. If I don't have you, I have nothing, so why not fight for the only thing I do have that means anything at all! You are my world, you consume my every thought, word and whisper. You are there ... you are always there, and always will be. I will never let you go, I'd rather die first., sorry to use death but i love and want you so much and you mean so much and so much to me and my life..
If I can't be with you, I don't want to be with anyone. You complete me, there's no longer an empty, meaningless space. I thank you for that, for you will never know how much you mean or how much you are needed. You are the reason I get out of bed every day, you are the reason I have something to look forward to in my life. You are my every need and want. When I fantasize, I think of you, my every intimate thought consists of you. I hope you are as happy as I am.I want you to know that since the day we met I've fallen deeply in love with you. There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart that you came into my life, and how you make every day so special. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my forever, my one true love, my one and only. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today.
I've been trying to find a way to express my feelings for you. I’ve always wanted to create something unique to show you just how much I love you. Now I’ve found the right place, and I’m going to tell the world that I LOVE YOU! It may sound crazy and corny, but I want to tell the whole universe about the true and sincere affection I have for you. I cannot tell you exactly how I feel, but I hope that you feel the warmth of my love whenever we are now. I will be right there beside you any time you need me, and I will be with you until I breathe my last breath. I promise to share my life with you no matter what tomorrow may bring.
I would do anything to make you as happy as you've made me! Baby, you make my life worthwhile and you do it effortlessly, I love you now and forever.Always remember the good times we are having now and how we have brought out the best in each other. Stay in love, babe, and keep that tender, sweet smile on your face. Know that I will love you forever....
Sweetly take care for me and have a loving day with sweet kisses and lots of love from me...
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Good Morning Sunshine
Date: Thu, 23 Dec 2010 08:33:59 +0000
Hello my beloved..
I hope you are doing well and also have slept well for me too as i did...I am sending you these lines due to how i have missed you honey..You don't have to worry with the English because i know when we meet we won't have any problem is communicating since speaking a language is quite easy than writing so there is no need to worry OK...Now, to let you know what has caused my fever,it is a cold that i have caught up with and i was feeling so much cold in my body so i had to see the doctor when i was in the office during the day time...But i am now OK and the fever too has vanished so there is no need to talk more about it...smile...I have missed you so much honey and you have been on my thoughts all night and this while..I want you to know that since the day we met I've fallen deeply in love with you. There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart that you came into my life, and how you make every day so special. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend, my one true love, my one and only. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today.
Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living for me. Day by day, my love for you becomes overwhelming, and I can't handle it when I don't see or even talk to you every day. A day without you in my life is like a day without sunshine, a day without food, or a day without air. I need you when I’m cold to keep me warm; I need you in the rain to keep me dry; I need you in my life to keep me happy. You make me feel wonderful. You give me strength when I just can't carry on and I truly treasure that. Every moment spent even to read your email and chat on msn is another one of my dreams coming true.I was scared to love you at first, out of fear that you would hurt me, but I did and it’s the best thing I’ve ever done. Now, the only fear I have is waking up and realizing it’s all a dream.You are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me. Each moment that you and I spend together in my thoughts and in my dream is so magical that I catch myself smiling for no reason at all. I thought that I would never find a love that is as strong as ours, but now that we've found each other I know that you are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, the person I want to grow old with until the end of time, the person I want to have sweet life with, and the person I want to walk hand in hand with.
Honey, you complete me. You make my life so amazing and I don't know how else to repay you but to love you just as much as you love me. The world is a better place to be because of you. You make me feel beautiful. Thank you for giving me so much more than I ever could have wanted. I am so thankful for what we have, and for everything we will have. You are the only woman I ever want to share my life with. I could never imagine what it would be like if we were to lose each other. I don't even want to think about it. All I want to think of is you.You are the love of my life. I love you, and I always will until the day I die. Hopefully, when that day comes, I will still have you by my side and yours will be the last face that I see. When we’re older with a family and home of our own, we’ll look back at the ways we argued about things that were so insignificant and we’ll laugh and know that our love was strong enough to overcome every argument. I just want you to know that I'm thankful that you came into my life and I will love you till the end of my days. My love for you will never fade, I’m crazy about you, baby.
sweetly take care for me and have a pleasant day with you..
Me with kisses and lots of love.. |
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Missing you so much and sweet dreams
Date: Fri, 24 Dec 2010 21:49:33 +0000
Hello my love..
I am
glad to wish you a happy Merry Christmas and i hope the next Christmas
would be spent together with you...smile..I know and hope you can
understand that i am having difficulties and a busy time with my work
due to the Christmas..I have seen i have some email from you but i
haven't read it yet since my time is so limited...I have some few
minutes now and i am dropping you these lines to let you know that i am
doing well and also missing and thinking of you so much and you so do
you..My love, I can not stand this. It is just too hard to be away from
you. I am usually okay, but at times like this (especially tonight) it
just becomes too much to bear. I can not sleep tonight from thinking of
you.
I just
have to tell you, honey, to share with you that sacred part of my inner,
secret life, the thoughts I think that everyone has but does not always
say. I know that sometimes pride gets in the way of expressing
emotions. I believe that is the cause of my reticence in telling you how
I feel sometimes, that and the fact that passion in an extreme state
can be scary, you almost just want to shut it away for fear that it will
eventually destroy you. I think of my feelings, my love for you not
with craving or with hope or even desire, but just with a kind of wonder
that such things could be. You have opened my eyes to how love should
feel. I can promise you this, I will never again settle for less.
But, at
this time in both of our lives, we are surrounded by possibilities of
choice, open doors and wide horizons, which I know, may come between us.
But I also know and hope that they could eventually bring us together,
with both of us being better people for this time that we are apart. And
so for now I function between maybe and maybe not. It's a strange
mixture of love and sex and sorrow and hope and longing and faith. And
even though you are far away, you're all that I can see, I carry you
with me through all my days and I miss you more than I can say. Also, My
love, remember this - I love you no less than if you were right here
now.
I know I
have a tendency to be impetuous at times - thus the reason for this
email. I think I will mail it now, before I consider what you might
think of it. I love you and am waiting for the day when I can feel your
arms around me and never be apart from you.
Please
take care for me and have a loving sweet dreams about us and don't
forget to be on the dream's land early since i would be waiting for
you...
Love always and lots of kisses..
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: You are the most wonderful woman too,
Date: Sun, 26 Dec 2010 09:39:43 +0000
Hello my sweet love
Thanks so much for the sweet loving Christmas card that you have given me and i so thankful for your kindness and the sweet caring of yours my love...Mike is now on vacation in Canada as i have told you so he cannot get access to his email to receive the card but i can still give it to you if you insist....smileThese days has been so touch and a lot of patrolling in both day and
night just to make sure the city is feel with security and order due to
the Christmas and i am always happy to always know that you are doing
well and enjoying the Christmas..I am really happy for you all the time
my love and you will continue be the reason of my happiness all
time...After this email, i am going to take hours sleep and have some
rest until in the evening when i will again get on for a night patrol
and hope we start our nights chat from tomorrow onwards..Smile...Please
don't be angry at me that we have not chat for some days now since you
know the reason..Smile again my beloved...I am extremely missing and
thinking of you my love and without for this Christmas is like an empty
barrel my love and as i have already said, i hope the next Christmas
would be spent together and that would so wonderful between us....You
will never know what you do to me every time I i think of you and have
you in my dreams but it kills me that right now we can't be together. No
matter that I will always have something in my heart for you, and it
would make my life complete if you were in it. I love everything about
you, and I miss you, i want to touch you, feel you smell you, walk hand
in hand with you, kiss you and make love together with you. I just want
you to know that I will always be there for you and make you happy as
you deserve since special people like you deserves happiness all the
time..Thanks for being mine and i promise to take a good care of you and
keep you safe in my heart and never let you down in
anything....Pleasantly take a very good care of yourself for me and send
my greeting to everyone out there and let them know that i wish
everyone A HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A SUCCESSFUL NEW COMING YEAR...
Johnson with kisssssssssssssssssssssssssssss and loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee |
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Good Evening my love
Date: Mon, 27 Dec 2010 16:36:23 +0000
Hello my Only...
I am just home and i am about to take some rest from the whole or last night until this patrolling without rest my love...Thanks so much for you sweet loving emails you have given me these days honey...reading them makes me feel so love and so happy both inside outside and inside my body....My feelings are growing stronger and stronger every day. You confide in me. That melts me inside.We both have gone through so much, and I feel like I relate to you on a much higher level than I have ever felt before. We have the same interests and the same likes. I know I am a person that needs gratification, and you seem to fulfill my needs in every way.I think and know that if we take our time and do everything right, this love could blossom into a fairytale romance. All I ask and I know I have said it before is that you be true to me and be true to yourself. I have put all my trust in you, and I have opened every fiber of my being to you and only you. I am not after anything in a relationship but I am after a love that will give me a reason to breathe. I want a a bright a happiness future in my life, someone to hold, confide in, laugh with, cry with; someone I can watch football with, fish with, walk along the beach at night with. I want it. I deserve it, as do you. I sincerely hope that you feel the same as I do about you.
You are beautiful, you leave me speechless, you turn tears into happy bliss, you make bad things seem not so bad. You astonish me and you brighten every aspect of my life. I hope you can understand that it’s amazing that we’ve grown so close in such a short amount of time. The feelings blossomed rapidly and I don't want to lose that. I have fallen madly in love with you. You are everything and more than what I have dreamed of my entire life. You would make me happier than the richest person in the world by sharing your love with me.I know I am not perfect, but I do have goals in my life. I take good care of myself and my health. I am honest, sincere, and true, and I have a lot of love to give if you are willing to be on the receiving end. Please take this to heart, honey and don't forget these lines i am writing to you since i am crying as i am writing you this email since i have missed you and love you so much.. I love you.
I know that they say absence makes the heart grow fonder. I go to bed with tears every night waiting for the moment I can spend my night with you. I don't know this feeling - I have never experienced it. I want you by my side. I could never get tired of being near you whether on bed,or talking in person. I missed you more than words can say. I genuinely love you....Hope you take a very good care of yourself and i would be on msn this night when i get the chance my love...kisses and lots of love...
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Mike pictures
Date: Sun, 2 Jan 2011 22:51:29 +0000
Hello honey...
I am sending you some photos of Mike...smile |
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Happy New Year Once Again
Date: Mon, 3 Jan 2011 08:32:23 +0000
Hello my sweet love...
I hope
you are having a wonderful morning and have also slept well for me last
night...I am in the office for just an hour now and for more than a week
now since the Christmas holidays started, today is the first day i am
in the office now and i am now trying to arrange some few things before i
start to work on some documents and i am now sending you these lines
due to how i am missing and thinking of you and how i love and need
you....When I look back on how we met and I see where we are now, I can
only believe that we were destined to be together. We've both been
through some challenging times in our lives, and there is no doubt that
our past experiences have partly shaped who we are today. What I have
come to realize, though, is that I am learning a little more every day
to appreciate what I have found in you.
You have
inspired me in more ways than I could have ever imagined. You have
shown me the glory of being loved and defined the meaning of a soul
mate. I can't tell you how blessed I feel to have found you, to be in
love with you, and above all to share my life with you. You are my best
friend, lover, and my "fleece." Thank you for being in my life. You were
worth the wait. I love you....
I have
attached some photos of me to you and i hope you will like it my
love...kindly take a very good care of yourself for me and have a
pleasant day with a lot of kisses and love from me...
Your Johnson |
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: THE PHOTOS
Date: Mon, 3 Jan 2011 23:05:08 +0000
Here is the photo of the package and the diplomat...
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Date: Tue, 4 Jan 2011 01:07:44 -0800
From: diplomat_mohammed98@yahoo.com
Subject: VERY URGENT MADAM
The customs here are demanding for 6,000 Euro to renew my stamps on the package.They said my stamps on the package has expired in Which i don't have all the 6000 Euros because of all the payment made earlier on.I have made a payment of 3,300 Euros to them.So i need an extra 2,700 Euros in order to make the payment for the stamps and get to you as soon as possible.I need to take my flight as soon as possible.I am now in Africa(Ghana) to make my transit.I need your responds as soon as possible as i don't have to spend much time here.They are working with time and the longer i remain in their custody the more i will pay.I have a limited time to make that payment to them.And there is no way i can get in contact with Officer Johnson.i will be very glad when you get this money to me as soon as possible..You can send the money through this officer through (Money
gram)or Western Union Money Transfer.This is the address of the officer;
NAME: RICHARD FOATY,
ADDRESS: GHANA CUSTOMS LIMITED,
P.O.BOX MS 520,AIRPORT ROAD.
ACCRA-GHANA
Thanks and hope to hear from you soon Madam...
Mohammed
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Passport copy
Date: Wed, 5 Jan 2011 21:26:01 +0000
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Good Morning Honey
Date: Thu, 6 Jan 2011 08:01:30 +0000
Hello My Sweetheart,
I hope
you are doing well and also have slept well as i exactly as i did my
love...I am now arranging some few things here whiles i later go to have
a meeting with the Parade Unit Commander and i am dropping you these
lines to let you know how much i love and missing you honey..I have
missed you so much honey and you have been on my mind and thoughts all
this while...I miss you so much. I can't convince you how much I miss
you. You know that I can't stay without thinking of you for one minute! I
feel I'm going to die without you if i don't come to you and i am so
much happy that very soon, i am coming to you honey. It has been some
months without you. God knows how I'm passing my days. Where have you
been without me?I love you so much ... I love you more and more than my
life.
It’s
been some months since I've met you, and every day I fall in love with
you over and over again. Everything about you is so beautiful to me.In
my dreams, Your smile, your eyes, your lips i use to kiss and your hand
that i use to hold …there isn't a thing I don’t like about you. Everyday
when i think of you, my heart gets so out of control that I can't even
look up and think of anything. I know I can't bear loosing you because
you are so wonderful to me. You set my heart on fire with just a glance.
You don’t know how my heart skips a beat when you tells me that you
love me, how your very presence makes my insides feel out of place.
Sometimes I wish I could just jump out of my seat and run into your
arms. I know how you feel for me and I also know how I feel for you. I
really just want to see you happy, even if the person you would be with
turns out not to be me. True love is about the other person, it’s not
about yourself. I am willing to let you go where you want, but I hope
that eventually you choose me. I Love You, and only you!
I now
end here and continue with my arrangements now and hope we chat tonight
my love...Pleasantly take care and enjoy the rest of your day with
kisses and lots of love from me..
Johnson |
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: Good Evening my love
Date: Thu, 6 Jan 2011 20:46:43 +0000
Good Evening my sweet love..
I hope you are doing well this night...Thanks so much for doing your best for me and i hope after the dinner invitation, something better would come from it..I have missed you so much honey, i believe and always have my trust in you all the time..I love you so much and i hope something good would work out for us so solve the problem soon honey as you know i would be home together with by 20th of January...I kiss you all over your body whiles i go to prepare for a night patrol now...lots of love from me your husband.....
Johnson |
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From: johnson_hackman@hotmail.com
Subject: I love and miss you
Date: Fri, 7 Jan 2011 09:58:22 +0000
Hello my
beautiful,
I hope
you are fine and also having a lovely and a pleasant day too with you as
i am having with me now...I am currently in the office arranging a
meeting with my boys in some few hours later and the thoughts of you is
oppressing me to give you these lines.If you claim you don't have any
reliable evidence to make this move, i understand OK..Thanks so much
then for doing your best for me although you couldn't help me but i
still thank and appreciates everything you have done for me..I miss you,
I really do. Even
though I chat and read an email from you, am with you at every moment,
yet still I miss you. And when you think about it, how could you
possibly miss someone constantly in your thoughts, in your dreams in
your fantasies? I guess I won't have a happy life without you ... God
I'm blushing!There are no words that can possibly explain how I feel
right now, because in fact, I've never felt this before ... sounds so
cliche doesn't it? But that's a fact that I can never hide just like the
blush on my cheeks ... always visible manifestations of the love I feel
inside.I don't know if you'll read this; it doesn't really matter
though, you're mine and that's what counts.
I know I
can't give you the whole world, but I can promise you I will always
love you. My heart is yours, and even though I know I’ll make mistakes, I
will never break your heart. I’ll be right beside you as we chase our
dreams together, and you will never have to wonder if I still care. I
think about you all day long and now that I'm not near you my mind is
consumed with thoughts of being close to you . When you’re near me I
feel like everything in the world is right, and I know I don't have to
ask God for anything because as long I have you in my life I have
everything I could ever want. All I want to do is spend the rest of my
life making you as happy as you have made me. I know if you were to have
someone else and not me I hope that he would have feels the same way I
feel because that’s what you deserve.....I love you so much and need you
more than anything now honey..
I now
end here and get some rest before i continue working and hope you have a
lovely day with you...
Love
always,
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