Catalunya Zoss: starts with the man on Top

Hi Dear,
I really don't know how to start this but if you know what you want then somehow you should be able to express yourself and your views in the manners that others can understand you and see if they can share with you .Well I think we all at one time or the other needs someone that can be all that we want in life but it's hard to find and even far harder to believe that with all the millions of humans on the surface of the earth that one can't find a suiting match, have you thought about this?
It makes me wonder if we as humans still have conscience. I know although that there are so many peoples that are honest and a few dishonest peoples has made life this hard that doubts now fill us all, no one to believe, no one to trust and so no one to really say I love or that I can love this person, this is leading us all away from unity. Well, about me I am a very sincere person, very honest at heart and has a deep sense of humor, I am passionate. I love a few things like the out door, walking by the beach side when the sun is down, I enjoy good music like soft tunes, like to cook and love nice jokes because for one thing I love to laugh and don't like settings that are dull, just wish been around peoples that enjoy nice conversations with open minds.
Let me tell you what I think about relationship. I write these words from my heart because I am serious as to what I want and I can't say about you sincerely. Relationship to me starts with the man on Top and the woman next to him, then should or maybe children comes, they are following the parts of their parents. A man should be able to love his entire family, care for them, be open and faithful, be honest and show deep respect for his partner, a man shouldn't be irritating his partner, a man should know that woman needs attentions because she looks to you as the figure head and when you are hurt she too feel hurt, when you smile and happy she is happy and so the woman should be contributing by ways of loving the man, staying faithful to him,, showing him respect and making him feel that YES he has a woman in the house and never having course to regret ever knowing you or having her as a partner. Family life is usually interesting if we all play our roles and do well to know our limitations, try to be respectful and be willing to apologize since we are all imperfect and will offend each others no matter the love. Open communication is really so important if we must make our friendship to last, are you the type that loves to communicate openly with your partner? Do you have the habit of beating up a woman?
I have been hurt before in a relationship and I have get all of that behind me and moving on by the day with my life. I must say that my pains has been from my own father who never cared that he had a daughter even if I happen to be her child. Well, don't like talking about that and would when we get to know each others a bit better the more. We live far from each others and does it border you to think about the distance between us? Do you see any possibility? I lived in Europe before but now am in Dakar Senegal due to health of my Mum but we originate from Cape Verde Island and though from your country but we don't have limitations to friendship am 27 years of age now and 5ft 9inches tall, a very agreeable woman when it comes to sharing ideas in the friendship circle.
We all walk through life and meet those that affect us but can we really devote our time and effort to show them love, to show them the caring they deserve, to show them the understanding, to show them the sincere and honest acts in us? Can we be faithful and forgiven to each other when we see that we went wrong somewhere? Can we be long suffering to each others knowing that relationship can only be good when we make the efforts.I want to love and respect you as partner and I hope reading from you soon. My heart is open to answer you whatever you wish to know.Catalunya