thank you very much for your question.
I am very sorry about my sad letter. Please, do not judge me for it. I truly believe that my problems are temporal, because I am not going to give up, but my situation now is terrible. I do not know what to do. I am in a desperation.
My wage will be reduced and delayed and it means that I should refuse from my food or from the payment for my bills or from our correspondence.
I can't die because of a hunger and I can't live on the street in the case if I do not pay for my bills, but also I can't lose you, because you became too dear to me and I do not imagine my life without our connection now. What should I do??? A political and economical situation in my country is like a nightmare now and I do not know what is waiting for us tomorrow, but I know exactly that my life will be empty without you.
As a woman, I have my proudness and shame, but I must overcome them now, asking you for help. It is a big humiliation for me, but I do not have another way.
I do not ask you to give to me the money for my needs. I just ask you to help me with our correspondence, because it is only one way of our connection now. I do not have an access to the Internet and my computer is only a dream for me now.We need our letters to be able to plan our future and it would be so silly to lose each other now, when I realized that you are a very special man for me and when I have never had such feelings inside before.
But to be honest, from another side I do not want a money question to spoil our relationship and I ask you a forgiveness about my request, but I know, if we lose each other, we will regret about it later. I hope for your understanding.
I should pay $8 per one letter or $250 per one month of unlimited correspondence,which is cheaper. If to pay per two months at once, it will cost about $370.
My full name is Alla Gulyayeva.
My home address is Ukraine,Krasnodon,94430, Koshevoy Street,88. My phone number is +38-063-15-86-175.
I can get your help with my passport and ID code, using such kind of money transfer systems as Western Union,Moneygram, Anelik, Unistream or Contact.
Please, forgive me for my letter. I have never felt such humiliation before in my life, but I do not want to lose you. Really.
I kiss you and please, write to me soon.
Sincerely yours Alla with love and hope.