Hi dear !
May be pic which I add today prove to you that I am real.
I made it yesterday to prove to you that I am real. Hope
you remember my nick name? (Angel). I have written about
it in my second letter to you. My friends call me Angel.
I think that you have concerns about me real.
I do not lie to you. I am going to get money in WU office or
MoneyGram using my passport. If I was not real, I wouldn't
be able to get the money!!! Please, understand that I am real!
I sent you a copy of my passport in my last letter.
The problem is that I have no time to wait. I have only
7 days for this.
Please, understand that next time they may not even take the
documents for visa, if they refuse me now. And they will
refuse me in this if I do not pay in time. They will just tell
me what for I try to get visa for the second time if you have
no money. So I am just in hopeless situation.
All my thoughts are about one thing now. Then I may not have
such a chance again. Your goverment has a limited amount
of student visas. And if I miss my chance now, i may not have
such a chance again in the future. It is impossible to get
another kind of visa. NO one will give me a tourist visa.
It is impossible for a single russian lady to get it. I asked
about the work visa. It is a very difficult process. And also
more expensive one. I don't have a diploma about high education
in your country. And the russian one is not valid in your
country. The Fiancee visa is a very long process and complicated
process. It will take about half a year to make all the paperwork
and if they don't see that we do love each other truly they
will just refuse in the Embassy.
I want to repeat. please, understand - I ask you to lend me
money. I understand it is too expensive for a preset.
I understand that 240USD is a big some of money in your country.
I don't believe in miracles as I was disappointed many times
in this life. You will not loose this money. I will come to
your place and will work there. And as soon as I earn I will
give you money back.
I've been thinking a lot about us yesterday.
My heart aches when I understand that you are far from me.
I wish I could lessen the distance between us. I know that
I have to be patient and wait.
Perhaps, you will think that I am silly but I don't want to
hold it all inside and I want to share my feelings with you.
I am emotional person and I want you to see my feelings.
Please, understand me. I want to share this with you.
I have so many emotions about you and I miss you so much.
I think about you all the time.
I get up with the thoughts about you and I go to bed thinking
of you too.
I feel that I want to take care of you, I want to give you all me.
Please, don't think I am weird. But this is what I feel about
you. And I want you to know this.
Life goes one. Nothing new happens. I go to work, do different
things at home, meet my friends. But any way I do something
I think of you.
Please, tell me what you think and feel about me. It is really
very important for me and I need to know this.