Datum: Fri, 4 Mar 2016 11:50:27 +0300
Von: Natalia <firstname.lastname@example.org>
Do you wish to get acquainted? I do!
My name is Natalia, what is yours? I am pretty gentle sympathetic lady
with no bad habits
I am search for honest decent good man. What about you? Are you
searching for life partner for something serious? If I am interesting
for you, write back
Hello there! How are you? I'm glad that I met you on a dating site and get
your responce this evening! I deleted my profile, because i don't like
dating sites:) or probably I do something wrong. And I should admit that
I feel uncertainty :) But I nevertheless hope that your heart is open for new
friends, and I know that right now I must write at least the most important
things about myself. Well, You know, my name is Natalia. My height is 169cm
(I think it is 5,7 feet). Did you think I am low? Or not))) My weight,
if I'm not mistaken - 118 pounds. I'm 28. My birthday is September, 11
I was in relationship for 2 years. I have no kids and at present live alone
by myself, that means no boyfriend, what is about you? Now I live in the
Russian Federation. But I lived in the Usa Nevada the city of Reno for some time.
I trained and worked in a dentist area. I am a dentist.
If it is interesting to you, I shall speak more about it. I aware that
Russia maybe too far away from you, but I think it will not be a barrier.
And probably soon I shall travel again. Now I live in a little town in a
central part of Russia, the city of Dimitrovgrad, Ulyanovsky region.
mmm. . yes I like to travel.I visited different countries.
I shall speak about it later. I think it's great to have some friends
who live in the other parts of the world. Do you agree with me?
And I sincerely think that for friendship there are no borders or
distances. But enough about it. I feel that I should finish my letter
because I even don't know if you are still interested in a dialogue with
me or not. I hope you do. But if you have no desire to talk to me
anymore, please, at least, write me about it.
I want to ask you some questions. :). Simply I would be glad to know Where
you live? where do you work, and do you like your work?
And, in general, what are your interests? It's a banal questions certainly :)
but i would like to know more about you. And by the way, I will be glad to
have more your pictures! Therefore do not hesitate :) I will write you the day after tomorrow if everything is alright! Hope to see your letter soon !
Hi !!! It's me Natalia. Thank you for picture, you are handsome !
The first thing, I want to do is
to say "thank you" for your fast answer!!! :) It means that your heart is
open for new friends:) I think it's Great, because friendship brightens people's
life and refreshes souls, doesn't it? That is why I was so glad to see
your letter. I am happy to have received the message
from the dating site, with your email address from your profile, and have decided
to write a letter to you, and I wasn't mistaken. Ok, Probably you have already
noticed that I'm not able to keep my emotions inside. :) Of course I am
talking about joy, about good mood, about all good and positive things that
can be in my soul. I always try to share my joy with other people.
I never try to show people that I am grieved or I have some problems.
Therefore all people who I work with and communicate are sure that
everything in my life is perfect, that I am a happy woman, that I have no
disappointments. But unfortunately it is not always true, because when
a person is lonely, nothing can cure sadness. And if you ever felt the
same, of course you understand what I am speaking about.
Well, I must tell that I try to write in English as good as
possible (within my knowledge). I hope you understand all what I write:)
I have been already studying English for more than 10 years, but I understand that my
English is not quite correct. Therefore I apologize for my mistakes :).
At school I wanted to be a traveler or singer and even finished a
musical school. But I sing songs during my life just for myself
and do it quite good :) and I play the guitar. do you play any musical
instruments or sing? :) When I finished school I realized that
I want to work in a medical field. And after school I entered
The Kazan State Medical University (the Dentist faculty).
After 7 years of studying there I received an excellent diploma on
"Dentist".An excellent diploma is called red in our country.
The red diploma is the highest mark at graduating from the
university in our country. I have been working as a dentist for 4 years,
I like my job in spite of the fact I have to work a lot. Also I have interesting seminar
trips to many places. I go there to get my work experience. Once I was
offered a training course n Canada, and I agreed. It was a good
chance for me to see the world. During the courses in Canada I studied English.
Then I decided to work in English speaking countries. It's a good
experience for me. Also it's very interesting.
After finishing the training courses in Canada
I was offered the job in the USA in Nevada. I accepted it with great pleasure.
But half a year ago I returned to Russia. It was necessary to settle
some questions. And Now I work in a local clinic in our town. Can you tell me
how you chose your job?
Well, what you are looking for in a woman ? Probably you have many
female friends in the Internet. :) . mmm. What else to tell you about myself
as I have little time. By the way, I use the computer in the laboratory and work
from Monday till Friday. But sometimes on Saturday and Sunday.
Therefore, maybe I will be able to write letters at weekends, if you want :)
This computer is located in the medical analyses room.
Well, now this computer will be used for my dialogue with ! :)
I think you understood, I'm still single and I have no children. I wanted
as well to learn more about your family .I miss my parents too much. .
Now I have to go back to work and hope to see you soon.
Have a nice day !
PS. I sent you more pictures. Hope you like it.
Hi from Russia again !
I Hope you were feeling good when you
got this message from me. How are you doing today? I hope you're great.
Today the weather is getting colder here in my country.
But I like autumn. What about you ? Autumnis a very beautiful
season here.The trees change their colours, everything is so bright and colourful
I would like to know what month is the best there in your place?
I would like to know more about your place. It's very interesting for me.
I explained you the location of my town in previous letter.
Here we have a park. There are a lot of trees all over the streets
and it is very nice here especially in warm seasons of the year.
We have a lot of forests around the town. There are a lot of rivers and
lakes here in our region and sometimes my friends and I go for picnics
or camping all over the region. Also you can find a cinema, libraries and
monuments to famous writers here in the town. There is a little orthodox church.
I want to let you know that I am an orthodox christian. My mom Was a christian
and she baptised me too. I believe in God, and think that the main
thing in religion is to live with faith in your soul and it is not necessary to
go to church very often. Much more important thing is to believe sincerely
deep inside your heart and soul. Do You agree with me? What about your Faith?
Also about my family, it was always important for me. I think many people don't
understand completely that family is a big treasure. Many people
realise the value of a family only when loose it. I always loved my parents and
now I miss them very much. My both parents passed away. Daddy died
when I was a small child. He was killed in a military conflict.
Mom died when I was 17 years old. After daddy's death she was always
sick and spent a lot of time in hospitals. That was why I being a little
girl was able to do everything by myself, I cooked meals, sewed clothes to
help my brother. I had to study and work in the
evening to support us. It was a hard time but it just made me stronger.
And I hope I became the very person, lady that my parents wanted me to become.
I think that those pleasures and griefs, successes and difficulties that
were in my life made me who I am now. Now it seems to me that I was
saying to my mom about my love too seldom, and now I so regret about it.
forgive me that I write about it. It is my life and it is a part
of me. Simply I want you to learn me more, because I as well would be glad
to learn more about you. Yes I have a brother. My brother's name is Oleg.
You can see him in the picture I am going to attach to this letter.
He is a policeman. Oleg is 31 years old, he has been married for 5 years and he
has a daughter - Yana, His wife is very nice, her name is Katya, we are very
amicable, Also we have a grandmother, she is 83 years old, her name is Victoriya,
She lives in the city, about 80 miles from us. I like to visit her somedays.
in the future I hope that we'll exchange telephone numbers of
each other. To hear a voice of each of us. But at first we should find out
each other a little bit more. As I consider that telephone conversation
will be more serious contact to the man. Therefore I should find out
you better before giving you my telephone number. I hope that's not
bad for you. Unfortunately I have some bad experience, but I do not want to
speak about it. You should understand me. As it's just a question of some time. Ok?
Well, I should go home now. I promised to cook supper for my brother :)
Potatoes, meat, vegetables. . He wanna me to cook for him,
he says Katya does not cook so tasty as I do :) When I asked him
what he will do if I am far ? :) "I will die hungry" :))))))))
Oh my brother is allways hungry, he likes when I bake pies very much. He likes to
visit me so much. I live not very far from them - about 2 districts away. I will wait
for your next letter with impatience. Have a nice day !
Hello my dear friend !
I hope I can call you my friend I hope you are not against, and I will
be glad to be your friend too. If not just tell me:) What's the
weather like outside in your place?
Today it is very fresh. At night it was rain outside, but in the
morning it was clear. I like when the sky is clear, but rain's good as well.
I like to watch snowflakes falling down. They are dancing as if
they are talented dancers doing their job perfectly or to go to the
street during the warm rain and walk and fell how the drops are
titillating my nose. Do you like it?
Ok, enough about it :) But all those words were true. :) I think there are
many other things about me that I must tell you. In general,speaking about me.
I have various interests. I like sports, especially bicycle, swimming!
So it is important for me to keep fit. I like domestic plants very much.
At home I grow plants and flowers. I have a lot of them. My friends is always
joking about this. They say in the nearest future there won't be place for
me in my apartment because my favourite plants are everywhere. It took me 3
hours to water them, I always speak to them, sing and smile and they grow better.
Do you like flowers and plants? Do you have them at home? Of course
I adore cooking like the most part of Russian women. But I don't do it very
often only at weekends for my friends and my brother's family.
I am interested in the process of cooking but don't like eating it myself though
I cook pretty well.I like cooking for somebody!!!!!!!!! I would love to
cook for you and watch you eating. Do you like cooking???????????
I absolutely love reading, I like to listen to music, play the piano.
I like different books. When I read books I turn into the main character
and live his life.Only when the book is read I come back to real life.
Maybe it is so because of my imagination which works well.
It is my first time I try to correspondence with man in
Internet world. The thing is that I plan work abroad for six months or
more and I would like to meet a nice man to be my guide or just be
good friend to spend time with. I think that it is hard enough to live
in foreign town without friends. I am from a small town here in
Russia, I don't want to be alone over there without any relatives or
friends! I want to see the real life over there and maybe you will be
able to tell me more about your culture and life over there and give
me some information in general! You know, life in Russia is rather
difficult, especially in small towns. I don't want to live in Russia
because I have not any chances here, it is hardly possible to explain
but I want you to know my plans. I started to register my documents
about 2 months ago, so I will travel soon and I will be allowed to
work! Now I need to decide in which city I want to work.
I'm a hardworking lady!(I will work as a Pharmacist or nurse).
I have an international certificate (diploma), and I want to work hard
and change my life! You see that maybe I'm too naive but I still
believe in miracles to come! I decided to find a friend and make his
city to be my destination. I think it is great chance to change my life.
I am full of plans and dreams!
I had a boyfriend in Russia. But I got only roughness and disrespect.
Before my traveling to the Canada I gave up our relations because I
cuold not stand it any longer. Well let me stop speaking about him now
as he does not deserve to be spoken about!!!! Now I want to meet a man
with a kind heart; a man who will respect a lady.I want my man to be
reliable, polite. And I am afraid of man's roughness very much, I
think that true force of a man is in his heart. A man should win love
and tenderness of a woman by beauty of his heart, but not by force of
a body. Not only a pen pal but my soulmate, able to share my life with.
And all my dreams are about it:)
Do you feel the same ? What do you think about this in whole?
I am ready to continue to write letters to you forever and ever :)
Now it is my favorite occupation, and it is difficult for me to stop, but I
should start working. . I will wait for your letter!
Write to me soon!
Hi, my dear friend ! Thank you for your letter.
really a good day, and right now I am sitting, writing this letter and smiling:)
And I hope that right now you are reading my letter, and you are smiling too. :)
My mood has become better again when I got your letter. I should say
when I am in a good mood my work seems more easy and I'm not so tired.
By the way when I came to work today my mood was not so good because my friend
Maria had fallen ill and now she is in hospital. I asked a doctor and he
answered that my friend will stay in hospital for about one week
because she had problems with appendicitis. It's not a very good case.
I will try to visit her as often as I can. I think that to stay in hospital
alone without any familiar faces is very sad and therefore I will try to
adorn her loneliness by my presence. When people are ill we visit them very
often as we can. I think it helps them recover faster. I think it's a good
support for them. Do you agree with me? Please let me know what you do when
someone of your relatives or friends is ill and stay in hospital. Do you
do the same things? As a matter of fact I have only two real friends -
Amanda and Maria the lady who is in hospital. They are also not
married but have boyfriends. We have been friends for almost 20 years. We went to
the same kindergarten and we lived in neighbor houses a lot of time but now
we live in different districts. But it's not a problem for us and we
can meet each other almost any time. We work together with Amanda.
I remember we liked to go to my grandmother. There are very beautiful places.
The air is very fresh and clean, it is a very silent place and there is
beautiful nature. In summer we visit my grandmother during my vacation or
weekends. We always go to the river to swim. I am a fine
swimmer! And if we swam together with you, you would have a big
problem if you tried to catch me in the water, and in winter we go skiing
and skating. In summer we go to the forest to gather mushrooms and berries. In
Russia it is very popular. Once upon a time we even lost the way and found
road already almost at night. We had to climb a high tree just to look
where to go. We were afraid but now we remember it like a funny case.
Have you ever gone to the forest to pick mushrooms and berries, I wonder?
Of course I dont just have fun in the villige, I always help my
grandmother with her garden. Every year she grows vegetables
- potatoes, carrots, tomatoes, cabbage, garlic and onions, berries. This is
my mother's mother:) My grandfather took part in the World War Second and
got some wounds there. He took part in the famous battle for Moscow where
the fascists were stopped and couldn't seizure Moscow. He had a lot of awards.
He remained alive till the victory and even reached Berlin, but he died in
1980 because of the old wounds. Our grandmother always gives us all
necessary vegetables and that's why we do not buy vegetables in the market
at all! Now I visit my grandmother more seldom than when I was a student,
because of my work. But nevertheless I try to do it as friequent as
possible. My soul rests in the village. And I am not sure even what I
like more - a small place near the forest and the river, silence, singing
of birds behind the window or a big city with cinemas, museums, beautiful
houses and shops, with attractions, but with cars' roar and noice of people's
crowd and to add to all these with criminal. Unfortunately criminal rate in
Russia is on a very high level. But I don't want to speak about sad
things. By the way today when I come to Maria we will speak about you.
I have told to my friends that i met you. Yes, my friends know that I
am talking to you, and they start asking a lot of questions! :). But if to take
into account that with one of them I work together in clinic, to avoid
interrogation about my new friend is more and more difficult! :)
I wanted to ask you what makes you happy ? What do you like more,
a big city or a small village? Plaese, write me as you can.
I have to go. But I will wait for your letter and your pics!
I send you my pictures! I hope you'll like them. I hope you can find me in
my pictures. If is not, I will help :) And I hope you will write me soon.
And then I will have again a smile on my face.
Your friend Natalia.
P.S. I hope that right now you have a smile on your face .
I want you to smile, smile, smile, smile
Hi ! How are you doing my friend ?
I want to let you know about my friend Maria.
As it cleared up her appendicitis got inflamed, now she is fine and after
about a week she will be better! So it is not necessary to worry much
about her! I saw her today during my lunch break! My mood became better
and I let myself relax mentally! May be today after work I will go
home on foot. I like to walk along the street and to breathe in fresh air,
especially when the weather is fresh and sunny as it is today. As a matter of
fact I don't want to go home. It is very boring and lonely at home.
Sometimes I don't mention it, but sometimes when I come home in a good
mood, I want to talk very much, to share thoughts with somebody, have fun.
But my flat is empty and I have to be in absolute solitude. And my good
mood disappears. I just sit in an arm-chair and look at the window.
And when the silence deafens me when I hear as my blood flows in my veins,
I hear movement of my eyelashes, that moment becomes unbearable and my
heart compresses. I don't know how to struggle with it. I can listen to
music or read a book. But in some moments I understand that I just
deceive myself. In fact I want a person to be near me, with whom I could
spend evenings, wake up in the morning, speak about yesterday and dream
about tomorrow. I don't want to cook meals only for myself.
I want somebody to taste it. But it's enough about it.
I often remember childhood especially previous days. I dreamt in the childhood
and I dream now. Of course, the world of dreams is an illusive world.
But we live in a real life, Practically dreams do not always realize.
It happens that you use all power, all aspiration to make the dream come
true. But as much you try, not all in this life depends on us. When the
dream for a long time does not come true, as though you did not try, dream
ceases to be that star, which was for you lighthouse in the ocean of the life,
which illuminated your way. But anyway, I think that it is impossible to
live without dreams and hopes. When there is a dream, the life is filled
with sense. The dreams are those things that do us people that distinguishes
us from the whole rest of alive world. The dreams force to think, analyze,
choose and come to conclusions. The Faith and Hope - eternal friends
of our lives. And regardless of what waits you at the end, joy of the victories
and subordinated tops we remember better, than disappointment and pain of
the defeats. Do you agree with me ? I am surprised that I write
you all this. I haven't had the person, with whom I could share my thoughts.
But now I have found you, and I am very glad. Forgive me for my frankness.
If I said something that bothers you-forgive me please.
I want to hear your voice. We have phones but because of
much industry objects located near our town almost all phone are inner,
i.e. people can call just all over our town and a couple
of the nearest villages which phone numbers have the same beginning digits.
I brought my mobile from the USA but it does not work here in our country :(
But I think that soon I shall get a new phone and I shall inform to you the number.
I have spoken with the mail center in our town and they told me that I
could communicate with you just from the communication center. You can tell
me your phone number more precisely and I could call you one day!
I hope you will understand these things in Russia and will not be angry with me
because of it. I still can use email to correspond with you my dear ! :)
But now I should return to patients. .
I will wait for your letter with impatience.
Have a good day!
Your friend Natalia
Hi ! I waited to receive your email today, and when I got your
letter, it was the best time.
I was working with lots of stress today. I took a break and I
was informed that you had written. I forgot all my worries with work.
So, I'm glad to be here !
Oh now the main moment of my day is expectations which eventually
change to sincere joy because my friend has written me his letter!
Each time I have a feeling of worry - "What if will not write
me today?" But when I receive your letter, everything becomes simply excellent,
the smile does not leave my face and almost nobody can overpersuade me
that this day is a good day! I hope your day as well is filled with
pleasure and nothing will sadden your mood!? It is really wonderful, when
in the life new aspiration appears, new purpose, don't you agree? Without
it life would lose any sense. Dreams and the purposes force people to rise
onto mountain tops or to dive to oceans bottom, to conquer the North Pole or to
land the Moon, to build a family and to win the Olympic Games. And when
your dream purpose comes true, you have tears of sincere joy on your eyes,
and it is much more important than many things in our life. And you will
always remember these tears of joy, because these tears will tell you that
you really lived, dreamed, aspired and struggled. What sort of
life are you looking for now? I have noticed, that I often start to ask
myself these questions. 28 years old is not a lot, but it is not a young age.
I often begin to think of what I have done in my life, what purposes I have
reached, what mistakes I've made. I start to think of the future more often, I
began to estimate my past. Probably this age - time to look back and to
draw the certain conclusions, time to think and analyze a life, time to put
new purposes and tasks. I begin to understand that I will hardly be
able ever to touch amazing stars, I understand that many things in the life
are not so simple as I thought; I understand that great deal in my life
will be otherwise than I thought. It is the time of reassessment of values.
And probably it is high time to dream about simple human happiness.
Do you agree with me?
now, I should return to my work((
Write me soon,
Hello my dear . How are you doing this days ? :)
My mood is so fine when I receive your letter, and have imagined that we
are together and talk in person, It would be great:) Well, I had a nice
working day, at last in our clinic have delivered all necessary
preparations:) There is one more good news, my
friend Maria is let off home from hospital. I was allowed to leave my
work to meet her. . My boss knows my friends. Our microdistrict is
small, and it seems, that everyone knows each other. :) I could not visit
Maria every day. . But I did it every time i had an opportunity. We've got
a lot of news to each other. And when we arrived to her house, I could not
stop talking to her about you:) How it would be good to meet you. She also
is very curious. I hope you are not against, that I speak to her about
you so much?:) We could not speak for a long time. . And about everything,
I had to come back to work. But I was glad, that I should see the letter
from you today:)
Right now it is sunny . Gentle wind is blowing and it seems as if spring is coming.
The heavy snow and ice are melting. Melting snow is becoming water and dropping from
everywhere. So everywhere you can hear the sound of dripping drops. It makes me feel
much happier because I can feel spring is here. Very soon birds will sing their spring songs.
There are large pools on the ground and the sun is shining brightly. The air is so fresh and
full of hope. . Very soon everything will be in blossom. There will be small gentle green
leaves on the trees and there will be soft young grass on the ground. But especially I like
when the trees are covered with small flowers and I can feel the wonderful fragrance of sweetness.
During such moments I am full of thoughts about Turkey, summer, sea and sun because
I adore such a weather. I was in Turkey last year, I told you about it?
But I am absolutely sure all seasons are
magnificent. The winter covers all around with a delightful white carpet.
Trees and roofs wear fluffy snow-hats and a frost draws by invisible tassel
amazing inimitable images on the windows glasses. And when you,
hear snow crunch under your foot, and the sky slowly showers you with
sparkling snowflakes or when the delightful gold autumn begins the most
beautiful phenomenon in the nature - a fall of leaves? When the leaves,
chased by a cool breeze, dances a waltz in the air and slowly fall
downwards, undressing trees. And when you hear rustle of leaves under
your foot, and when in the sky you see a flock of birds flying away
with sad song, don't you want to take a slow walk also with your woman?
Or when you hear behind your window an autumn thunder, or groans of
blizzard, would you not enjoy being at home with your beloved, to enfold
each other in a warm plaid, and telling each other ridiculous and funny stories?
I think it is a big happiness when people are able to value such things.
And I think, if the couple is able to enjoy such things in a life, it only
strengthens feelings. I am sure, now you think that I am rambling on.
Forgive me please :) I do not know why I write you this.
Probably because I feel conveniently in talking to you about such things.
I will better stop, because I am afraid that otherwise you will simply
cease to write me. :)
With thoughts of you I will wait for your letter!
PS I hope you like the pics of last summer.
All I can say is "what a wonderful evening after the hard day!"
I am so glad to receive your letter, because I thought that I will not be
able to receive your letter today, because it's already evening now, and I
has just returned to the clinic. And your letter is a real surprise!
We had "the outside work day". It is a day of a hard work.
Every week some our employees - several doctors of various
specializations and laboratory assistants who take all analyses, are going
all together on a special bus to various small villages which are
located far away from big cities, usually in a thicket of a forest.
Here there are a lot of such villages. The public transport is not going to such
villages and people living there have no opportunity to visit clinic at any
moment and to receive necessary medicaments. And these people cannot go to
big cities and settlements because these people have no personal transport.
In these villages there are many sick people, basically they are small
children or old and weak feeble people, whose lives completely depend on
other people and medicines. Therefore we go on the specially-equipped bus directly to
these villages, and we render the medical aid to all needy people right in
their apartments or in the bus. All these people already know us
personally, and love us very much. But it is really the hard work because
we are going there at 6 am, and we come back sometimes even after 10 pm!
That is why now I have no forces even to smile. That is why I have told
you, that your letter is really a wonderful surprise, even though now I
hardly will come home earlier 11 pm as I write to you this letter! :) .
I feel that I began to say silly things?
I am afraid that I will be writing to you during all night, because
for me our dialogue is a rest for my soul and body! It is good that tomorrow I
can sleep so long as I want, because after "outside work day" we can come
to the clinic after a lunch break. My favourite day of a week is Friday, because
next two days - days off (though not always) and I can restore my vital
forces and energy. So the days off - a holiday for me! Though now I do not
feel pleasure when I think of the days off because these are days when I
maybe can't receive the letter from my friend ! :) . But you likely
will be happy when the days off will come, because these are days when you
will not receive boring letters from one boring woman whose name is Natalia!:)
Am I right? can you imagine, while I write you right now this
letter, Amanda has fallen asleep right in the armchair opposite me!
She works together with me and we always work in the one group in "outside
work day". Amanda said hello to you! She told she would wait till I
finish to write my letter to you and now she simply sleeps!
She is a true friend. But I will not talk about her as I am not sure if you
want to hear about my friends. But she is really now the dearest person in my
life, like a sister. She waits for me because she lives not
far from me. Frequently we spend the days off together. I spoke that I like
nature very much. I always spend a lot of time in the open air though I seldom
have such an opportunity . I like to walk simply in the park or simply
to be in my bed all day long :) . camping, sunsets and sunrises,
life in a tent, the smell of the river and bulrushes, a rustle of a small
waterfall; night starry sky and amazing brilliance of a fish dissecting a
water surface of a small lake under captivating moon light. It is very
beautiful and romantic. do you like to be romantic with your woman?
I hope yes. I am romantic:) I like fire and I am sure that there is nothing
more tasty than a meal cooked on a fire or firebrands. And when air is
filled with fregrance of the forest and timber raspberry, river freshness and a
smoke of the campfire, all this brings into my soul the feeling of freedom,
and untamable desire to live. I know I already talked about my love to cooking.
I know many recipes and I like our national cuisine. "Uha", "Okroshka",
"Golubtsy", "Borshch"(soup), "Gribovnitsa" (mushroom's soup)! My favorite
is "Okroshka"! I like peppery meal, meal with seasonings, Russian Georgian
cuisine. Here it is very popular. do you love a tasty meal?
Say more about meal you like? Does the way to your heart lay through the stomach? :)
If so, I think I have good chances! :) Have you ever tasted Russian Cuisine?
I must go, because the darkness has already covered all around and
if I miss the latest bus from the clinic, I will need to go on foot some
kilometers in absolutely deserted terrible places and Almost through a
forest, and it is very dangerous. Certainly I together with Amamda, but
just like me, she is simply the woman. What is the funnest thing that you like?
What event in your life you till now remember with laughter?
Oh, I have promised you to finish my letter, but instead of it I write
again and again. Please, forgive me :) I will wait for your letter with hope!
I hope your day will be filled with sun warmth and human kindness!
Your friend Natalia.
Hello my dear friend . I am glad that I have an opportunity to write you.
I had free days from work. We always receive it after "the outside work
day" we have just back from grandmother, brother Oleg has left works, so we
could visit the grandmother the whole family. We had very good time there,
We couldn't stay at home all the time because there was a desire to spend
time in the open air. Then we visited the sauna ("Banya")
with a birch broom. Do you know what it is? we had fine steam ! Do you like a sauna?
I would like to have sauna with you :) Oleg's wife was there also,in the
evening my brother Oleg cooked barbecue and salad with vegetables!
We had remembered our grandfather. He passed away that
date in 1980. In our country there is a tradition. To remember dead
relatives in the day of their death. . Then Oleg took his mondoline (it is like a
small guitar) and sang grandfather's favorite composition: "Tanks on the field"
(a folk song). It is a very old composition. It was very popular during the second
world war where our grandfather Fedor took part. He had many medals of
honor, I wrote to you about him. . The grandmother told us about the
grandfather he shoot gun and sometimes shooted, but this days shoot gun
belongs to Oleg. He hunts now with it. Oleg likes to shoot in the
evening and I tryed also :) He once took me hunting, but nevertheless I
could not shoot animals. But I like fishing very much:)
also we have so much to talk about with you!
It is very interesting, They are interested in your relatives,
and when I shall acquaint you with them:) Relatives say hello to you.
How was your day? What is the weather like there? I hope it is good.
Oh, we were born in so different places of the world and we speak different
languages with you, but it is not a problem at all with communication,
I enjoy it, have never met so handsome and honest man here, to talk
about so many important things, if you know how it is lonely sometimes
during the day and i want to get your letter so much ! I think That I would
like to have a family with so kind and honest man similar to you . :)
I hope that our relations will grow :) I think it is possible for
me, because I feel that you are a very good man and I feel that we learn each
other much better!!! Yes, we communicate not for a long time, but do you
feel the same as I do? It may sound strange but sometimes I feel that we
know all about each other, oh if we meet one day, it would be great :)
Yes, life is too short, and if destiny will give us a chance we must keep
it strong in our hands. I think that We became so close to each other,
I am really happy to communicate with you .
Sorry, I should come back to work.
I look forward to your letter!!!
Write to me soon !
With kisses !
PS. I send you pics from our open air :))
hope you like it
Hi , I am so happy to get your letter! How are you doing my darling? :)
I feel so happy when get your letter , when I walk here, open my
e-mail box and see it here :)
Our dialogue is an energy source for me. I often begin to imagine - what you are
doing, where are you right now, or with whom you are right now. .
There are a lot of kilometers, some hours between us, but I always think
that maybe right now you also think: "What Natalia is doing, where she is?".
And maybe we think of the same things at the same time. I like thinking of it.
Yesterday I came back home from work earlier. I spent time reading,
walking, cooking :) My brother came to my place after work. Oh my prince, apple pie
I cooked yesterday was great! Oleg took the half home to have breakfast
with tomorrow. There was a very funny situation, Oleg went to have his hair cut and when
he came for supper the most part of his hair has not been cut and other
part was cut very short! I laughed and Oleg was not able to understand what had
happened :) you know, it seems like that that hairdresser was not able to
done his work well because of holidays, maybe drank too much
or just was too tired :)) Well, you know, I can cut hair very well and did
it with Oleg's hair, he is handsome now and happy. May be someday I
will cut your hair also:)) Oleg said hi to you, and always asks about you,
how are you. Frankly speaking, I do not hide, that I have found such a
wonderful friend, and nobody is surprised that my friend lives in other
country. Everybody is just glad. Everyone understands that such relations
mean greater mutual understanding, greater interest, greater respect.
And I am sure that it is really so. Nobody here is surprised if the woman
looks for ''not here'' man . I think the cultural distinction is a
wonderful thing. I don't understand men here and their culture of
dialogue with women. They are not able to appreciate women's feelings, her
fidelity, love. They do not appreciate sincerity and aspiration of women to
do for a man absolutely everything, wishing to get from him only love,
respect and fidelity. I do not want to speak about bad and sad things.
Time flies so fast. Special mood these rainy days, full of thoughts about future,
romanticism, love. . The world is a really big place , I am very
curious about us my dear, two people from different countries, who speak
different languages find each other, have so much in common. .
Very interesting situation. I think that it is very important not just to
live, it is very important to feel, to feel every instance, when you
understand that the day have not just passed, when it brought something new !
To my mind nothing in this world just happened only because of us, I think
that destiny is real and give us the way, way we need, way which is important for us.
I know you are so far, but why? Why you were born there ?
Not here ? Because if you were born here and live may be on the
closest street, may be we will never meet each other? But you were born so far,
and we are already together, in our hearts, in our souls. If I look in my
past I would like to say that I have never met man who is so cary and kind as you.
You really brought happiness and very good feeling to me, I am sure that
this feeling is similar to love, it is not just called "love", sometimes
people pronounce this world as other words and do not put anything special,
just say "I love you" but does mean true feeling? You know, when you
have feelings, words are not necessary sometimes, what are words?
What are true feelings? Words are material things and are able to destroy
anything, but are they necessary when you fall in love? When people come to
me at work and ask to marry. . What are they waiting from me?
That I tell them yes? They feel that I am always give them
advice, help, I speak to them when I am really interested in them as a specialist.
It happened 4 times for these days. . They just see my beauty and words
which every doctor should speak say. . Do they see the beauty of my soul?
, we have never met in person, but you are the only man in the this
world who feels beauty of my soul, who carries about me. What can I say.
I think My heart is open for you, and I think that my life is open for you.
I can get no sleep this days, my heart beats so fast. .
It is a pity, that i cannot continue my letter. .
I shall wait for your answer.
a lot of kisses . .
I am sincerely glad to get your letters, and I am very glad
that I have had an opportunity to write you because I want to tell you
today so much. I want to share so many things with you today.
I always was sincere with you and I want to be sincere now because
from the very beginning we built our friendship on the sincerity and openness.
It is difficult to write about it because those emotions I have now to
transform into words are new for me, and for the first time in my life I
try to explain things that I feel. And I feel
that I should be very exact and accurate in my words. I understand that at
such moments it is necessary to think over each word because even though I
simply want to tell you the truth, even though I just want to tell you sincerely
everything what now is in my soul, I understand that the truth and
sincerity can sometimes offend the person, bring disappointment.
And I want you to understand all my thoughts correctly because I do not
want to offend you or to put you by my words into awkward position.
you are very dear to me, and I do not want to lose those relations
that we have, because these relations are important for me. And all main
emotions that often visit my heart, - pleasure and even happiness,
disappointment and sadness, now depend only on one thing - presence of your letter.
For the first time in my life I tried to start relationship with a man who is
so far away from me, relations where thoughts and feelings of each other
take the main place as these are the only things that unite us together.
And it is the best opportunity to become first of all friends, best friends,-
with open hearts, ready sincerely to share with each other all feelings
and emotions. I try all this for the first time in my life and I do not
know what waits for me and you in the future, but I would be happy to have
relationship with you, friendly and more. And I would be happy if you have such desire
as well. And even though I for the first time in my life try to start such
relationship, I already thank God for what I feel right now. It is very
valuable for me and I believe that all that was in my life,- all ups and
downs, all tries and losses are the way where God has put me to learn to
appreciate life and to be wise, to learn to make decisions and to make a
correct choice when the time of a choice will come. I believe that I had to
pass through this way,- to be ready to meet a man who will become my soul
and heart, with whom I will build the small world of love and tenderness,
giving to him all my care, fidelity and infinite respect; with whom I will
be up to death because he will give me the most important things in a life
- the sincere love and care, These are an only things most important for me.
And I am sure that these are things you appreciate as well. The beauty and
external attractiveness are main things for many people, but my life has
shown me that the main thing of a person - internal beauty, beauty of his
soul and heart. Not a lot of people really possess internal beauty and not
a lot of people really understand that it is thebmost important and
unique quality,- quality helping to believe in miracles and fairy
tales, quality that makes people sincere and kind. This is what I was
looking for in a man, it is what I put at the first place, it is a feature
that could open my heart. And I want to tell you , that you are a beautiful
man, beautiful first of all as must be beautiful every true man. I speak
first of all about beauty of your soul and heart. You are beautiful for me
and that is why I already now thank Destiny that I has come to this
crossroads of a life where I have met you. Here people forgot about many
important things, and words "love" and "fidelity" here have lost sense,
became simply words. I am not sure if you understand everything I try to
say, but I hope that my words do not offend you in any way. My words are
not simply words, it is a part of my soul that I open to you because I feel
that I can and I want to do it. And I hope you feel the same.
And I really wish to develop our relations, to go further, to learn each
other at a new level, where friendship is only the first step. I want to go
the way that will not be limited only by friendship. I see new horizons,
and I feel that I want to try to promote our relations further than it
enough to be simple friends. And I hope my words do not disappoint you
because I always wanted to be sincere with you and I think that sincerity
is the best thing.
could you ever relax your eyelids, allow your eyes to close, and to
imagine a life we could share? I really dare to dream and imagine us
together as a man and woman,- people that can brighten a life of each other,
fill life with sense and variety, with aspiration to learn each other more
and more. And I think everyone should believe in dreams; everyone should
believe that dreams can really come true! I know that I can lose you at any moment.
I thought of us and I wanted to tell you everything I think; so that you
know that I feel we become very good friends and our relations make me happy.
I wanted to tell you everything what I think, so that you know that you are
dear for me. And even the one day without you, without your letter is
equivalent to eternity, therefore I even cannot imagine months without you
at all. . And I hope that our relations are important for you just as for me.
I dare to hope, that you at least allow to think, that our relations
can be promoted further than simply friendship.
I hope now you have really smile now!
I will wait for your answer .
I hope I have not offended you.
Today I write to you with special worry but as well with pleasure
and hope. I really hope that everything that I will tell you today will
make you happy. Last time when I wrote you my honest letter I had the big
sadness in my heart, and even though I tried not to show it, I think you
have noticed it.
I was sad because the boss informed me that
approximately in two weeks the dentist cabinets will be closed for full
re-equipment and repair. And when he told me it, I thought my heart
would stop, because when it takes place, I will not be able to
communicate with you again for months! And it has brought infinite sadness
into my heart. But after my boss informed me about close of the cabinet,
the accounting department informed me that approximately in two weeks I
will get my vacation! When I thought that I can lose you for some months,
inside my soul I at once have felt that I can't simply accept it.
And I have felt that together with sadness in my heart another feeling -
feeling of confidence has appeared, desire to make new steps instead of
simply waiting for something. I have understood that our relations are
important for me much more than I thought. And it is so wonderful.
But a thought that I will not be able to communicate with you, to receive
your letters and to write mine,- all these thoughts has brought a pain to me,
pain that I can't endure. I talked to Maria and she asked me what I think
to do. And when she asked me it, I understood that inside my soul
I already know the answer to this question. And I told that I do not
want to spend such a vacation in loneliness. I can't accept a thought
that I will not talk to you during of month or two. And I told that
I want to meet you ! I told her that I want to spend my
vacation with you ! I can come to you, and we can spend time
together if you want. And first I was afraid that if I will tell you
about it in the letter, you will write me that you do not want to see me or
can not meet me. And it would hurt my heart. But Maria said, that you
and I are such good friends, our relations are built on sincerity,
therefore you will be happy to spend time with me. And I really think that
it would be delightful. So, what you will say if I offer
you a meeting? Would you be happy to see me and to spend several days with me?
I cannot imagine at all how it would be wonderful. You would show me your
life, we would learn each other in a real life. We would look into the eyes
of each other, we could hold our hands, tell each other silly stories,
laugh and tease each other, watch the stars in the night sky and have
romantic evening, go to the movie or we could simply sit on a bench in the
park, and who knows what else we could do together. . I would be happy to
do all this together with you, instead of again be lonely without you and
our friendship. I simply want to meet you.
I know all I need to do to come to your country. I have the passport.
But I must visit improbable quantity of the departments, to collect
improbable quantity of documents, for travel and probable work in your
country, find as many as possibly of other official legal people,
institutions and people for support; to get petitions. But if I
quickly collect all the necessary documents. I will get the all papers in two weeks!
And being the doctor I will have support and guarantees from Ministry of
Health of the Russian Federation, and it is certainly the best guarantor.
If the applicant have official recommendations and directions to various
sorts of conference, seminars, - it will relieve of necessity to wait for
some weeks the decision of the commission. But as soon as I am in
your country, I shall have an opportunity to work, also there will be an
opportunity, at desire, to prolong the visa or even to receive citizenship,
If I want :) . . with happiness and with hope that you
will be happy to spend some days with me! I do not ask you about anything.
I will make everything by myself. It is my vacation and I will not be a
burden. Would you be happy to spend some time with me soon, ?
Anyway, we must meet. It is possible to wait eternally. But I believe that
I will get my vacation not accidentally; and I believe that the laboratory
will be closed at the same time not accidentally as well. It is not
coincidence! It is time to make a choice, to make the decision, to take a new step.
Maybe such an opportunity will not be repeated again. What can be better than a
meeting of two friends? The first meeting. It is simply delightful and I
thank destiny that I have got such an opportunity, - an opportunity to meet
my dear friend, the opportunity to learn each other in real life, the
opportunity to enjoy time which we can spend together. And I believe that
it can become the beginning of something new in our lives and in our relations.
And I am really happy to get a vacation because it is the time which I can
spend in any way I want, and I want to spend this time with you !
So what will you say? Would you like to spend time with me? Would you be
glad to meet me? Would you be happy to have the first meeting at your airport?
I will wait for your answer with pleasure.
Sincere Your Natalia.
PS: I hope you like summer pictures !
Hi my ! I waited for your letter with fear and with pleasure at the same time!
And I am very happy to receive your letter! I am ready
to jump and dance, laugh and sing songs! And the reason - you !
They are so important for me!
Thank you for your letter and your thoughts. I am so happy that we can meet.
Now I have the ocean of emotions and I do not know what to say.
I am worried very much. I hope very much that we can perfectly spend
time together. I am only afraid, that if we meet, I will ask so many
questions and chatter unceasingly, that you soon will escape from me.
My vacation will begin approximately in two weeks. At this time I can
arrive to you. But unfortunately the schedule of my vacation is not flexible.
Therefore I hope you will be glad to meet me at this time. If you have not
enough time, I will be happy all the same. I will be happy in any case.
It is better to wait when you will come from work, than to sit in my
apartment and to know that nobody will come!!! Duration of my vacation is
34 workdays. But quantity of days which I can spent with you depends on
when I will get my vacation and when I will order the ticket. However at
desire I can prolong vacation at own expense. But I at all would not want
to leave you :) How many days do you want to be with me? I think preparations
for travel will be about two weeks. Complexity of approval of the papers,
visa will be reduced to a minimum as I will have petitions and characteristics
from a work place, from respected organizations and legal people;
guarantee documents and various sorts of the information and inquiry,
which will be given to commissions I will get the petition and a
testimonial from Ministry of Health of the Russian Federation! Except of that
I will pay for preparation for the commission.
Every day I think - what my friend will tell me today, what mood he
will have today? And as soon as I get a free minute, I rush to analyses's
room to find out if you have written to me or not. And when I receive
your letter, I start to smile from ear to ear anticipating the best time of
my day - time when I read your letter and when I write to you the all my
thoughts. These are the most important minutes of my day. And these minutes
I don't hear anything and I don't see anything except of lines and
paragraphs which in my mind will be transformed into small movies, movies
about you, my dear . And you cannot imagine at all how it's wonderful!
Sometimes I think, what would happen if I have not found the boldness in myself
to write you? What would happen if I didn't believe that I could find a man in
such a way? I always want to think that I'm a courageous woman, but I feel
that actually it is not so. I am ready to give my life for the sake of
person who is close and dear for me, I am ready to donate my well-being
for the sake of well-being of another person but when I think of myself, I
often become timid and all my boldness disperses like the fire's smoke.
I am often afraid to make something, to take some step simply because of
fear that it will be an incorrect step. I am often afraid to ask people
about anything simply because of fear to get the negative answer.
Not always, but it happens. What would happen, if you have not
answered my letter? Nothing would happen! And grey monotonous days again would
lie on a way of my life by infinite impenetrable veil. Do you want to know
what I did today? Firstly, I should tell you that I slept with a smile on my face!
At least when I woke up and looked at the mirror, I noticed
that I was smiling! Then, I cleaned teeth and I had a smile! Then, I jog and I
smiled as if actually I watched funny movie. Then, I cooked
breakfast and drank a coffee with a smile on my face! Then, I came to
clinic, and I could not hide my smile. I was ready to laugh and I at all
had no desire to work! It is a very bad symptom for the pharmacist! :)
Everything around seemed me beautiful and wonderful. And even the
severe boss, when saw that I look at him and I smiled, he began to
survey himself attentively and even came near to the mirror to see if
anything wrong! He thought that something was wrong with his clothes! All
the day I worked with the smile on my face! Amanda looks at me and smiles as well.
Of course she understands the reason, and it makes her happy as well! And
when time of sleep comes, I will lie in my bed with the same smile on
my face! And if you till now have not understood why I smile, I will tell you!
I smile because I think of you, ! And it brings me joy! I am so happy
that I have in my life such a man as you! Thank you that you are in my life!
I have to go. Now I will not have a lot of time after work because after
work I will have one more working day!:) You may ask what I mean?
The preparation for my trip! You cannot imagine at all how many deals I
must do for our meeting! I even have asked the boss to reduce my working
day or to allow me to take some hours off in the middle of day to make some
things, because after 5pm not all departments work! Of course now I should
work in the days off to have more of free time on week-days. But thoughts
about our meeting give me force and energy! I am sure that everything will
be perfect! I will wait for your letter! Please, write me because I need your
letters and support more than ever!
With Love and Kisses!
Always your Natalia!
Hi My ! Thank you for your letter. You and your letter became the most dazzling moment of my day!
Maria has just come to the clinic. We are having tea, And the
dialogue only about us :) I wish you saw how Maria is happy that we will meet!
She is sure that our meeting will make us happy. It is simply impossible to
talk to her now! :). She has now only one theme for the conversation - you !
She constantly asks about you, asks - what I will do together with you, she
asks - what I will do at the airport, she asks - what I will cook for you.
She asks how I am going to impress you, to intrigue! She even asks how I
will tempt you! :)) . She say that I do everything correctly and I should
not be afraid of anything at all. To conquer the road can only one who goes
on this road. Maria is very glad that I have found you, and she sends you
her friendly greetings and a wishes of happy expectation of me!:).
Probably I'm the most successful woman on our planet because I have found the
kindest and gentle man who is capable to make so that my heart have been
overflow with feelings and my soul aspires to cross space and ocean and to
rush into his life, to be united in a single whole with his soul.
My darling! I am not sure that I can arrive in two weeks exactly.
Maybe I will arrive a little bit later, because it is an approximate time of
beginning of my vacation and it can be changed. Will you wait for me anyway?
Please, don't be angry with me if I cannot write you much now. I hope you
understand that I even after my working day in the clinic must do too much for
our meeting. Today I will go to Ministry of Health. I think this is one of
the most important deals for me right now. I will give them all my
medical documents and tomorrow I will probably get all the documents and forms
of petitions which I must fill out as soon as possible. Then I will go to
Military Garrison where my father served. They must collect all
the information about my father for me, the facts of my father's death.
I must have data about my father's work not only in this Military Garrison,
but also in all others Garrisons where my father during during his life.
It's extremely difficult to do this, if to take into account that my father
served in Military Garrisons in various parts of our huge country. But I am
sure that I will get the information because here there are many officers who
remember my father, and I hope they will be glad to help me.
today I feel that I start to worry more than I even could imagine.
I am very glad that I do all this. And every minute I think of our meeting.
The meeting at the airport. . I don't think that many people on our planet
have an opportunity to enjoy such a delightful moment - the moment of the
first meeting at the airport. It is so exciting. I feel that it will be a
very touching moment for each of us. It calms me down.
I can imagine us together, I see us walking in the park; I see us speaking about
serious and silly things, or playing cards or checkers (and the one
who lose will execute any desire of the winner :)), I see wonderful dinners
at home and outside! I see you sitting on a sofa with a juicy peach in your
hand and I see me dancing in front of you a beautiful dance, or maybe even
erotic dance:), What about Belly dance? :). I do it stunningly!:).
I see us swimming; I see us on a roof of a house, watching the full moon;
I see us fighting with pillows; I see us in the evening at home, with
romantic light of candles; I see us cooking together Our pelmeny and
Your pizzas :) ; I feel myself in your embraces. All this waits for us in the
nearest future; and I enjoy, anticipating this delightful time together!
Do you feel the same, ? Oh, would you like to make me a
massage of my back? I would like to make you massage! But I must warn you,
that if you want to do it, you should not touch my ribs! :)
The reason - I'm the most ticklish woman in Russia :) I am
afraid of titillation! If someone tickles my foot or ribs, I begin to laugh
loudly, kick and scratch, squeal and jump! Therefore if you
will make me massage and you will tickle me, you will feel like a cowboy on
a wild undomesticated mare on the rodeo! :) . By the way , are
you ticklish? Do you snore? (Forgive me for this question. Do not answer,
if you do not want. Maybe one day I will find out all this by myself:)).
Will you sing serenades for me? I would be happy if you sang
serenades and songs for me! I would remunerate you by kisses! :) .
I should finish the letter. I must do much so
that you had an opportunity to make me massage and to
get the massage from me! :) . Please, write me because
now I need you and your letters very very much,
because I worry so much. .
Hi my ! You can't imagine how all your words are important for me.
I can feel the emotions you write me with, and your emotions fill my heart.
And I know hundreds of words, that could help me tell you how you are
important, dear for me now. And I am waiting for the day
when I am able to tell you all these words, being face to face -
looking into your caring eyes. I am looking forward to that moment when I see
your sparkling smile on your face and read all your thoughts and feelings in your smile.
And now my heart enjoys fine feelings - feelings of awaiting and hope that
one day our meeting will come true. And sometimes it is simply impossible
to express all the shades of my joy by means of words . How difficult it is
to express all the depth and passion of feelings in simple combinations of words
and phrases ; how difficult it is to express all tenderness by means of
lifeless letters, it's almost impossible to describe the warm wave
of feelings which overflows me every day, every minute, every instant -
when I am thinking of you ! Any words cannot replace a glance
and a smile, any words are not able to replace tenderness of touch.
I am not sure if I should tell you what had happened yesterday.
I don't want you to be unhappy but I was so terrified that I cannot keep it to myself.
Don't worry too much!!!!I am safe and sound. .
Well when I came home and come up to the door of my flat I noticed something strange.
At first I did not understand what the matter was. The door was slightly opened.
I thought Oleg had come and had not closed the door. But when I entered the hall
I realised what had happened. Everything was in a mess, my clothes were on the floor
as if somebody was looking for something. When I came up to the cupboard where I
put my box with jewellery I realised what they were looking for. .
The box was empty there were no the jewellery that my grandmother presented me.
She got those rings and earrings from her granny. They were very ancient. They
were really precious for me more that it the price was very high. .So thieves stole them.
One more precious thing was in my flat and I rushed to the room to check it.
While I was running to the room(just a few seconds) my heart was beating so
fast. But there was nothing there. The icon was absent. It was stolen as well.
I sat on the floor, closed me eyes and tears were dropping down.I felt so miserable.
Unfortunately my flat was not insured. My flat insurance finished a week ago
and I was planning to do it in some days because I just could not imagine this.
So it was my mistake. But nothing can be done now.
Of course i called the police. When they came they asked me different questions.
But the only thing I was thinking of was the icon. It was made of wood, silver,
gold and pearls. it was of the 17th century. And the history of our family is
connected with it. One of Russian tsars presented the icon to my ancestor for
his service and faithfulness.It was a real treasure for our family and memory
of our ancestor. I am broken now. . I don't know what to do, I feel guilty because
Oleg said to me to bring the icon to his flat but I could not give it away.
Well, I want to finish my letter with good thoughts. And I will tell
you something good! I want to tell you about my feelings to you, if you know,
how speedy my heart beats when I am walking here with hope to get your letter,
as a child looking forward to getting his birthday present. You gave me hope,
you born feelings in my heart, I want you to know that I fell in love with
you, and I miss you!
Be with me in my thoughts. I will think of you, so please,
think of me as well. "You are an Angel" - TY ANGEL!
With all my tenderness.
Hi my prince !!!! How important it is for me to get your letters.
I don't feel well because of the latest events. Oleg had to spend the night in my flat
while my door is being restored. We spoke a lot about the misfortune. It is so terrible.
I must admit I feel comfortable only if I receive your letters.
I wanna to embrace you right now so you can feel my Heart ;)
What about your place ? What is the weather like there now?
however I have good news as well.
Oh, I want to tell you that I have collected
almost all the characteristics and petitions from different people. Soon I will have a
meeting with the notary at the notary office to legalize all the documents.
Oleg was able to reach agreement with the municipal department. Now he must get all
the documents about my family and me. It turned out that not
all the people are unselfish, but the essential thing is that we will get these documents.
The rest is not important at all.
My relatives are very happy, you know they like that we
communicate with you. My brother and friends say hello to you! Today while sleeping
dreamt my parents. My parents were very good people and Mum always
gave me "freedom of choice" mum told me in the past: "Natalia, it is your
life, you can try everything you want, you can find love, just remember,my dear that
your father and I want you to be happy" I loved my parents.
It it so sad they are not with us now.
Well, we walk all the time now and enjoy this season. I think it is very
important to spend some time in the open air. Well, my mood is very fine now, I know
that soon we will walk outside together, it would be great :)
Looking forward to being with you tonight in my dreams :)
With Love and Kisses
P.S. I took some pics for you these days, hope you like them )
Hi ! How glad I am that I have an opportunity to write you now.
My dear ! I have bad news! I became the drug addict! And my drug is
you ! :) I have a little time. I came here only to write you
some lines. I don't have even one free minute. Now each minute of my day
is devoted to you ! Every minute of my day I use to come our meeting
true. Every minute of my day I think of you and about our meeting.
I give all my diligence and forces to meet you. I read your letters and
cried, because they touched my heart and soul. You hit me in the heart.
I cannot find the words to express all my feelings. I cannot find
the words to explain what I feel. You won my heart. Nobody could do that before.
I am happy, that I have found you. I have already
found happiness. If I see you face to face, I will go mad. Well, I
think that a new feeling was born the in my heart. This feeling is called . .
No, I will not tell you it yet. I will say it when I meet you. I will explain it
when I see your deep eyes and when you see mine, and when we hug each other
Finally, I got almost all the papers today!!! I am definitely going to Moscow!
It is the most important point for me. I have been preparing for this for so long.
After the interview at the Embassy I will find out the final
decision! I don't want to say "IF", but it is really a very difficult
and tense moment. And I am simply not sure if I have enough confidence
and self-control. But I have to calm down. My worry and fear are our enemies.
I think I am ready. I feel that I can do everything well, and we
will definitely meet! And now just be with me in your thoughts! I need it.
I really need your support. I'm so nervous and stressed. I want to put my
head on your knees and feel your warm hand on my cheek. For the
sake of it I am ready to collect all my forces and reach the goal!!!!!! My family
and friends help me greatly, they wanna see me happy.
My door had been restored at last. But I can't feel safe.
However I am well because I am thinking of you ! It helps me overcome difficulties.
Last night Maria came to my place and she decided to bake a cake,-
just to relax after a difficult day. You know we created a new
recipe and started the preparations. I wish you saw this cake! There is
not on Earth any cake with such a number of components like this! :) Between the
layers of soft gentle biscuit we placed mush of kiwi and bananas.
The sour cream with a strawberry and juice of fresh lemon was turned into
magnificent cake-cream. We decorated the cake with a cherry, and when
we were going to taste our cake, we suddenly realised that we
hadn't given the name to it. I do not know if there is such
a tradition in your country ,in Russia each cake has a name, for example - "Cinderella",
or "Ant Hill" or "Autumn Waltz". So we began to look attentively at our
cake, and think what name is suitable for this cake. Maria began to offer
various names - "Palette" or "Rainbow". But I said that all those were too banal
and ordinary. There are millions of cakes with similar names. Then she
offered "Flying Hippopotamus" or "Drunk Fakir"! I asked her
- why "Drunk Fakir"? And she answered that it was unusually, and there is hardly a country
in the world where you would find a cake with the similar name! :)
But I said that it was too foolish! Maria offered dozens of names, but
I found them either too foolishly, banal, or too
ordinary, uninteresting. Finally Maria said: "All right Natalia,
if you are so clever, maybe you will offer anything not banal, unusual, not
foolish and interesting?" And then I answered: "Look at this cake! This
cake is appetizing just like !!!! I want to name this cake - !":)
I wish you saw Maria at that moment! She fell onto a floor and
began to laugh loudly! I could hardly stop her! She said:
"Natalia, you are an absolutely crazy Russian woman, but I love the name !!!!" :))
We laughed loudly together the whole evening, we drank tea and ate the
delightful cake with the name !!! :) I hope you are not offended that
I called the cake your name? It is a beautiful, sweet, gentle, and
very tasty cake!!!
sorry, , I have to go now. I hope you dream and think of me
as often as I do it! :) I shall write you before my departure to Moscow.
Please, write me the letter! I beg you, do not forget about me now! :)
and, tell me that you wait for me with impatience :) Please, tell me
that you are dreaming to embrace me at the airport! :)
, if a lady wanted to be with you while your beloved woman won't see you,
what would you tell that lady? Forgive me, I have to go. But only because I want
to meet you as soon as possible!!!!:)
Your Darling Natalia!
P.S. PLEASE INFORM ME MORE PRECISELY THE NEAREST AIRPORT(CODE) WHERE YOU CAN MEET ME,
AND PHONE NUMBER ACCESSIBLE FOR ANY TIME. .
Hello my prince!!! I cannot write much. I only have come for some minutes here,
and I have some minutes to write to you!
My dear, you know now I have all ÐµÑ€Ñƒ necessary papers. and tomorrow in
the morning I'm going to Moscow :) More than it I was informed that probably next
week I can be with you :) I can write you from Moscow
as soon as I find the Internet cafe in Moscow I'll write you.
You cannot imagine what is in my heart and in my soul!
Thoughts about our meeting make me absolutely happy! I am happy even when I'm alone in
my apartment! Do you know why? I know that we will meet , and I
just have no words. My heart completely belongs you! You are my man!
Yesterday I began to knit a sweater for you. It will be my gift. I knit a
sweater of Angora wool. Do you like sweaters? Do you like to wear sweaters
when it's cold outside? I am absolutely sure that you will like this one.
I'm knitting it with great love. I am doing it so studiously. It will be the best
sweater on Earth. :) As for the color - it's slightly dark and white. -
A very beautiful color. I want to knit an inscription the name
on the front part of the sweater. Firstly I wanted to knit my name - "Natalia".
But now I want to write your name - . And I do not know what you prefer.
The name won't be long. Probably male's sweater must be with male's name.
Or maybe you prefer not to have any names on your sweater at all? I can knit simply a
sweater, without any inscriptions. You have some time to make the decision -
which name you want to see on a chest. If you do not write me about it, I will
make the decision myself, but I will not tell you. I will present you with this
sweater at the Airport. Do you like my idea ? I assure you, you will be
admired! :) . We knited similar sweaters several times; and we used the pictures
from modern magazines of clothes as a base . But your sweater will
be the best! Because I will do it with special love. It will be one of my
gifts for you! helped me so that I have time to finish it before my
arrival to you! could you tell me the size of your chest, and the
length of your hand from a shoulder up to a wrist? Or simply a size of
clothes that you wear? It will help me! By the way, as well I will bring
you a small Russian souvenir! And some other souvenirs for other people
who are dear for you! I hope you will be glad! I do not know how to thank
you for everything. You've changed my life completely . I am so happy.
Now I should finish the letter :( Wish me good luck :) I wish you a
successful day. If you know how it is lonely here without you. .
Good afternoon my dear and beloved , As for me it is the
happiest day to see your letter. I'm in Moscow! You can't imagine how
happy I am because I have already started my trip to you! Moscow is a
really big city! I arrived in Moscow by train. . the way was so long. .
When I got off the train in Moscow, the policeman asked
me about my passport and he looked at me as if I were an enemy ))) I think
all people here are a little bit crazy. Everything is very expensive here,
not like in my city. . and there are big crowds of people everywhere!
I feel ill at ease because of it but I hope I will be OK soon.
I couldn't find a cheap hotel, everything is extremely expensive in Moscow.
I managed to find a room which costs $70. . but I found it expensive as well.
I managed to find my friend, Ekaterina here. . We studied at the university together.
She allowed me to stop in her house. She lives with her mum.
Some time before we lived in one and the same city, but later they moved to Moscow.
We had many conversations, spoke about you much. Ekaterina was very glad
to me! She spent the whole day with me.
And in the evening she accompanied me to the Internet cafe, then she went to work.
I think that the most difficult part of preparations has finished!
I had the interview at the Embassy! I knew that it would be a difficult
interview, but I could not imagine at all that I must answer so
many questions.At the beginning of the interview I was so frightened,
so worried. But as soon as they asked the first question,
I became absolutely calm. I just sat, and answered all the questions.
I said what I think honestly. They asked me almost about everything!
They asked me about my life, about my childhood, about terrorism,
about my job, about my latest relations. They read all the
documents I had collected before. They asked me about my faith.
I often watched their faces and realised that they didn'texpected such
answers, but I didn't want to tell beautiful lies which are pleasant
to listen to. I just answered sincerely and told them everything what's in my heart.
At first I thought that my answers had not satisfied them but they
told that it was very pleasant and unusual to hear my answers.
They said that "bitter" sincerity was always better than "sweet"
lies. Besides, I had already had experience of getting visa and
they were really impressed by the fact that I had such a great support
from so many people and establishments. And maybe in some hours all the papers
will be in my hands !!!!! I can't believe it.I'm nervous and I have butterflies in my stomach.
But at the same time I'm happy because I feel that I did everything correctly.
I should also ask you a very important question once again.
When I arrive to you, will there be a place in your house where I can stay?
Or should I stay at the hotel? But I don't wanna stay in the hotel.
I don't like hotel, I even hate them. But I have found some variants. Just in case.
And dear, dont forget to send me all the information.
1. Your full name
2. Your full home address.
3. Also once again the nearest airport where you will precisely meet me.
today I saw my parents in my sleep-dream, and they smiled to me.
I know that it is their approval. I see my parents in sleep-dream very seldom!
I always knew that dream will never simply fall into hands
from the sky. I always knew that if you want the dream to come true,
you must do for this purpose all what in your forces. I know that it
is necessary to believe, hope and struggle. And I really struggled
, I tried to do all what in my forces. And I hope god will
help us. after all difficulties, after all efforts I believe that
Everything will be fine! I really feel that I did everything well.
I worry very much, but my heart says to me that I should smile.
And I smile today. I feel that I will meet you. I feel that the
meeting at the airport will be beautiful and romantic. I will tell you
everything what I will feel at that moment, and you will tell me. And
then we will leave the airport and we will chatter and laugh. I will
tell you how I endured the flight on board the plane and what I was thinking about.
You will tell me how you waited for me at the airport. And then we
will have great time together. We will walk, spend evenings,
watch funny and scary movies, - and I will hide under your hand at the
most scary moment. . We will meet together the first beams of the sun
and will see off a magnificent sunset. We will sit by the window and
drink hot tea while it's cold outside. I do want
to have breakfast together and supper with candles. I do want to
shout together with you at the stadium during football or hockey matches;
or just lay on bed, and tell each other stories from our lives.
If everything is fine, I will start the most difficult process - packing my suitcase! :) .
probably in a week we shall be together:)
SOON WE WILL BE TOGETHER!!!!! But now I have to go! My legs shiver
as if I were a schoolgirl! :) . Wish me luck and think of me!
PS I took some pictures. Hope you'll like it)
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