Hello,
Sorry, but I couldn't answer you sooner.
I hope you got and read all my previous letters?
In my last latter, I wrote to you about my hobbies.
Here is my home address,
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to Svetlana.
Number apartment: - 1,
Name street - Kavaleriyskaya 9,
City - Novosibirsk,
Region (state) - Novosibirskaya oblast,
Zip code - 630105,
Country - Russia.
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in case you decide to send me a card or a hand-written letter.
Unfortunately, I can't talk to you on-line, as I write letters
to you from the internet cafe and the time is limited there.
I wish I could chat with you but right now it is just impossible
as I don't have a personal PC. But I shall continue to send
you email letters and pics. As I already told you
I rent my apartment and I don't have a phone there.
Therefore I can not call to you. I have already given
my phone number to you. I hope you get it. But my phone
does not allow calls to other countries. For the reason
of limits here in Russia.
Yes, I am going to come to your country. Somewhere
in a month. I am going to enter the University
or college. I am doing all the paperwork for this now. That's
why I asked you about the colleges or Universities close to
your place. So I could study and meet with you there.
I shall live in campus.
Do you want it? You want that I lived near to you in your district?
Do not forget to send me your photos.
As soon as I finish this letter I will go and have a short walk.
You know walking is one of the things I adore. It is so nice to
have a long walk and then find some small cafe and get a cup
of coffee there. I don't have a car and I don't really want to
have it right now. And it is too expensive for me. I have no money
to buy a car. I have never tried to drive a car and I have no license.
Walking is much more pleasant. Unfortunately, most of the times
I have to walk alone. All my friends are married and they try
to spend more time with their families. I also like to go to the
movie a lot. But do it rather seldom. Usually I go there with my
friends, but they don't do this often. They try to spend more
time with their husbands and children. As I don't have children
and a husband, I try not to bother them often. Sometimes I feel
rather lonely but I try not to think of this often.
Any way, my city is too beautiful not to walk. My city is very
beautiful. There are so many places of culture there, lots of
monuments. It is very green. It is especially beautiful in
spring and in summer time when everything is awaken after
the winter.
There are also many parks and we have one boulevard with fountains.
And it is gorgeous.
Also we have some really beautiful churches. I am Christian
but I am not really religious. I have my own faith inside.
And I go to the church but do it seldom. I am not fanatic
about this.
I like nature very much and it is always a please to go somewhere
to the country-side and to spend a day there. I like picnics,
camping a lot. It is great to spend a day on the fresh air,
especially when you are with friends or family. I try to enjoy
it every time we do it but sometimes I feel very sad as I miss
not having my second half near.
Well, I am not going to be sad, as I am sure everything will
be fine. Please, tell me about your city ? What is it ?
What's interesting there ?
Svetlana.
 

Hey darling,
It is me again.
I hope you got my last letter with my home address ?
Do you like my pics ?
I have friend Vika. She is close friend. She makes all my pics.
She likes to photographe me. It's her hobby. I like to pose her.
I decided to come to the Internet cafe again to write you.
I already spoke you - I shall arrive to you in a month.
I still choose college in which I shall go to study.
I shall inform you the name when I shall know.
I shall know all the information in a week.
I am going from the post office. I decided to send my parents
a letter. As I already told you I am not really in good relations
with them. But any way, they are my parents and I love them.
I also have a brother and he is younger than me and they give him
all the love they have. They always loved him more than me and didn't
pay much attention to me. My mum wanted to have a son very much and
she couldn't get pregnant for a long time and she was very happy
when she got to know she was going to have a son. Of course,
it hurts to know that they love him a lot and are not very
interested in my life. But if they are happy, I am glad for them.
My last relations were 2 years ago. Unfortunately, it didn't
work out as he was too busy spending good time with his friends
all the time and he almost paid no attention to me. I was just
like a beautiful thing for him and nothing more. Since that time
I had no relations with other men.
You know that I write from the internet cafe.
I have to go now. People are coming and coming to the internet
cafe and you know my time is limited (15min). Internet cafe is a
place where everyone can come and use a computer there. We have to
pay for such a service. It is not a library where you can use
computers free of charge. When I lived in Australia I often
went to the library and could use computer there as long as
I needed. But here the time is limited as there are too many
people who need to use them. Please, tell me about your family.
What relations do you have with them ?

P.S. I asked you in my previous letter to send me your address.
I want to send you a card and my picture. Or perhaps, I will
send you a hand written letter.
Svetlana.
 

How are you today ?
But I am not really in a good spirit today.
I had a very bad conflict at work. Some people here in Russia
think that if they have lots of money they can do and say
everything they want. I had a conflict with one very rich woman
at work. She didn't like the quality of the clothes. And was
so rude with me. But I am just a shop-assistant. I am not the
owner and I just sell things.
Sometimes I feel that I am very tired from my life in Russia.
I have nothing. I rent a very small apartment and can't afford
anything better. I get a very small salary and prices increase
here every year. But salaries are still the same. I was shocked
when I get to the store to buy some food yesterday. They
increased prices again for milk products. Milk costs about
one Euro which is too much. For-example, my salary is 120
Euro a month. And a half of it I pay for the apartment.
And what is left I spend for food.
Therefore I wish to leave to live in other country.
Therefore I save money for a trip.
I am just tired from a hard life here. And I want to move to
a foreign country. I want to get another education, to find
a good job there. That is why I am trying to get a student visa.
I shall study and work. I shall work to pay training and my life there.
I haven't decided yet what University I am going to come to.
I am still searching information. I would like it to be close to
you. I am doing the paperwork now. And as they told me my
visa would be ready in a month. But I don't know
the exact dates. It is just the way things are done here. As soon
as I know everything, I will let you know.
I want to have a more stable life for me and my future family.
And what is more important I want have a strong man near me
and to have a comfortable life for us. So I am trying to save
money any way I can for my trip and studies.
Please, forgive me for writing this to you. But I need to talk
to you. It is sometimes so hard to be just by myself. And
sometimes I need a strong shoulder and a friend to cry and to
get an advice.
I know that you are a very understanding person. So, please,
try to understand me. You are my friend and I trust you.
Now I shall go to a bathroom. I like to lay in bathing with foam.
It would be great to take a bath together. It is very
relaxing. And I think it is rather romantic.
You want it with me ?
PLease,let me know what you think of this.
Write me your thoughts and your dreams.
Write a reply to me. Your letter will make me glad.
I will wait with hope.
Svetlana.

 

Darling,
Do you like my joke foto ?
In the first lines of this message I want to apologise for
complaining in my previous letter.
I don't really want to complain and I don't want to talk about it.
This was the first and the last time I did it.
I was just in a very bad spiring while writing my last letter
to you.
Sometimes we have bad periods in life and we need a strong shoulder
of a friend. I hope that you let me think you are my friend. And
I trust you that is why I decided to share my thoughts with you.
If you ever need to talk and if you ever need a friend, you can
always talk to me. .
I have been thinking a lot about our meeting and I want to
meet with you a lot.
I am doing all the paperwork now to get a student visa. And
I do hope to get it. So if I get it I will be in your country.
and I think it is really a very good opportunity for
us to meet.
Please, tell me do you really want to see me ? Do you want me
to visit you ? Do you think that we could like each other and be
together in the future? Please, be honest with me and tell me
the truth.
I know that you are being tired with this question. But you
should understand my concerns. This is a very major decision to
move to the other country.
Perhaps, you wonder why I have such a big desire to move from
here. The reason is very simple. I have nobody and nothing to
stay here. I will miss my friends, but they already have their
families and they live with their own lives. I have parents but
you know we are not in good relations with them. And I think
they will not miss me.
I have no good job, have no stability. I have no family. It is
very hard to live in Russia and I don't think it will ever be
better. And I am really tired from this life. That's why I have
such a strong desire to get a student visa, to come there, to
get a new education, to settle down and already to have a family.
I hope that you understand me and that you support me in my decision.
Please, don't be offended if I don't always answer your questions.
I do it because my time in the internet cafe is limited. I don't
always answer your questions because I am in a rush when I
answer your letters. I come here 3 times a week and have
only 15 minutes to write to you.
I wait your answer on my questions. .
Svetlana.
 

Darling,
Today I am writting to you why I am alone. I am so tired that
males sees on me as on beautiful pic only but not on woman.
I think you like my spirit mainly not my appearance.
That's why I feel so easy myself with you. I have never felt
it with another males. I feel that you like my spirit firstly
and then appearance.
I want you to understand that I do really like you very much.
And I think that we have much in common and may be if meet we
will understand that we are a good match.
I am trying to get more information about the student visa
and I am doing a paperwork that is neccesary for it. There are
so many things that I should do for this but I think it is worth it.
I am going to come to your country. I am sure I will get my visa.
And I want to know will you meet me there ? You are my friend
and you are a very close person to me already. And I like you
very much. I feel that there is something between us.
I hope you too have the same feelings. Of course, I can't say
that I know you very well. But I feel that you are close to me.
I wish to know you better. I wonder how it can be to spend
time with you, to be with you, to cook together, to have dinner
together, to watch movies, to walk holding hands.
Letters are good, they help to understand people better. But
only meeting can show the real feelings. When you can touch, look
into each other's eyes, it says a lot.
Please, tell me what you think of this. Would you like to meet me ?
Any way you can be my friend. I will be in a foreign country and
I will need a person I can trust. And I trust you already and
I hope you do the same.
Please, think on this and let me know if you too want to meet
with me. I want it very much. I want to see you in real life,
to talk to you, to know you real but not only through the letters.
I think, I can trust you ?
I already wrote to you, that all my pics is done by my friend Vika.
She says I have a beautiful body.
She is a very talanted photographer and I like to be her model.
She is my friend and is a very good girl. She usually takes pics
of me. We went to work together.
She works close to my place. She is a shop-assistant too.
Also today she has made 2 pics me and my passport.
I shall attach to you it in the following letter.
I will go now to get more information about visa.
I am going to get very important information.
I hope to hear good news.
I shall have information approximately in half an hour.
Svetlana.

 

Darling,
I do not know what to start my letter. .
I feel shame and offended.
I just want to tell you that I am completely serious.
I have serious intentions to come and I am not going to lie to
you. I am not a silly little girl that plays games to get money.
Can't you see it from my letters ?
I asked you to send me 300 euros. And I feel shame for this.
But I had no other choice then to ask you. The problem is that
I have only 7-10 days to pay for my visa. I didn't realize I would
Need the money so urgently. They took my papers and told me
that I wouldn't pay in 7-10 days, they would just refuse me.
And then I will not have another chance to get visa.
It was a shock for me. I thought that I could just leave the
papers and then pay for it before the trip. I think I would be
able to find the money by that time. But it was beyond my forces.
I was shocked.
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I went to all my friends and acquaintances. But all refused to me.
They don't give such a big sum of money.
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I don't ask my parents as they just don't give me money.
When the last time I asked them to help me, they refused me.
They told me they had to support my brother and themselves.
It hurt me. That is why I do not ask them about anything any
more and I almost don't talk to them.
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I asked my friend Vika to help me, but she had not such money.
She is married and has a child. And recently they have bought
an apartment and took it in credit.
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I also went to the bank to check there. But they even didn't listen
to me. My salary is only 120 euros. And they just can't give me 300.
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I had tears. That is why I decided to ask you. And I feel shame for
this. I understand that it is very difficult for you to trust the girl you
have never seen before. Lots of Russian women lied to foreigners.
But I am not the same. I am real. And I am not going to lie to you!
I promise! I ask you this money not as A present to me, I am going
to give them back to you. As soon as I come there and start working
I will give you money back. I told you I was going to study and to
work. I will be able to pay for my studies and for my accommodation.
I already told you I was going to get a student visa.
I will be able to come to your country and to choose any university
or college. I can stay there as soon as I finish it. I am going to choose
the one that is close to you to be able to see you often.
I ask you one more time, please, understand me and send me 300.
Svetlana.

Darling,
this is another letter today for you.
I wish to tell, that you did not worry for tickets.
I need about 600 USD to buy tickets. But I don't need it now.
I will need to buy the ticket when I shall receive the visa.
I will try to find money by this time. I understand what you think
now. If I can't find 300 USD then how could I find 600 USD.
It is easy. I am going to sell my fur coat. It is a very expensive fur
and I can sell it for 600-800 USD. I have already made an
advertisement of sale. But I may not be able to sell it for some
days. If I do not do it now, then they could just refuse me in it.
Don't worry ! I will have money for the ticket. I promise you!
I already told you that you have to send me money to my city.
You should use Western Union or Money Gram for this.
And use my address that I have sent to you.
You should send money to Novosibirsk for my name.
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My full name - Svetlana Ryabkova.
Svetlana - this is my name.
Ryabkova- is my last name.
I already wrote to you, my address -
Number apartment: - 1,
Name street - Kavaleriyskaya 9,
City - Novosibirsk,
Region (state) - Novosibirskaya oblast,
Zip code - 630105,
Country - Russia.
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You don't need anything else to send the money.
I don't know what else to say for you to send me money as
soon as possible as my time is limited.
Next time they will just refuse me in visa. I wrote you all
the truth in this letter. I am sincere and open with you.
I hope that you will understand me and decide to meet with
me. Please, believe me and send me 300 USD. And please, remember
that I have only 7-10 days to pay for it.
Svetlana.