Hello my dear , many days, but I' ve missed you terribly.
I ' m really happy always receive your letters,
but I really was very sad that I told you she could not immediately write a letter,
but the reason was the fact that I could not access the computer,
I really really worried, but now will be all right.
My dear , I feel that I am every day more attached to you.
I do not know what to do with them, I am increasingly thinking about you.
Sometimes I can not even concentrate at work because my mind is occupied with you.
This is a very pleasant feeling, but I' m afraid all this very much.
Yesterday I was up all night thinking about my last letter that I wrote to you.
I prayed to God that you just misunderstood me and broke my feelings.
My feelings are really mad at a high speed increase to you and I can not do anything with it.
Right now I have only one wish will soon meet with you and make sure that you' re the man I was looking for a lifetime.
I hope that I am not mistaken in you, my dear.
in my letters I wrote to you several times that I' m going to go to a travel agency to learn about traveling to your country.
This morning I got leave to go to work for a few hours and went to a travel agency.
I turned it to the manager and asked her to explain about the journey.
In response to my inquiry, she gave me a price sheet, where all were written.
Since she said that they can arrange me a trip to your country but all over, that it depends only on me and my money.
I was told that I would need a passport which I have and it is much improved my position to travel.
I now need only travel documents to you, these documents I would do without problems for 1 week.
I also would pick the most convenient flight trip as a one-way plane ticket is not for sale.
I signed a contract with a travel agency to prepare the documents for my trip,
but I was told that I must pay 435 American dollars $,
until the end of this week, it makes me depressed and frustrated because at the moment
I do not have the money to me because I earned payment will be only the beginning of next month,
but it will be sufficient only for the taxes for the apartment and accommodation, you understand me now.
Now I' m sitting at work and really worried, because my agency was warned that I should pay for this week until Friday.
I tried to take this money from my friends and acquaintances,
but none of them wanted to help me and they say only that they now have no money.
My dear , I' m not one to turn to and that is why I found the nerve,
and now I am writing you this letter of request to help me with these 435 $.
, my dear, I am very much not convenient to you and
I now hate myself because of this request, but I do not to turn to for help.
Please do not be evil on me because of my request and if you can
help me with 435 $, then I ask you to help me.
I promise you that your money is not lost and that I give you back the money.
So, I ask you for money borrowed.
you can give me the money borrowed for two months?
I know that you now do not trust me, but I can call you that you trust and
helped in the middle of the week necessarily, right?, You will be able to answer my call?
I very much hope that our telephone conversation will add you to trust me.
I am now sitting at their desktop computer and I have now dripping tears from his eyes.
Perhaps this is because of the song that I listen to now,
but probably I am worried because I really want you to come to his vacation
because it is the only opportunity for me to travel once a year.
I ' m also thinking to change my holiday to another time, because now a hard time with money for travel,
but my work will not be allowed to take leave at another time because we have
everything is on schedule and I can not change,
but my vacation will be begin at the end of this month August and I' m ready to come to you.
My dear , you can not imagine how I now would be grateful to you for your financial help now.
If you would be here at my side, I must kiss and tightly hug you.
But you' re far away from me, but this does not mean that I forget my gratitude.
I will keep myself and my gratitude at our first meeting, I present you with this kiss.
I promise you this and you will see that I keep my word.
I ' m just now asking for work as you' d better send me money so it was quickly and safely.
But unfortunately I do not have a bank account and the more I' ve never had that.
Maybe for you it seem strange, but in Russia only rich people have a bank account.
I ' m not a rich woman, I have nothing stored in the bank and so I never registered a bank account.
Now for me the only option to get your money is instant translation.
We are popular in Russia and almost everyone to enjoy.
You have in your town of Western Union?
This reliable system and you will need only my full name and address to send your money.
I ' ve already written my address, but once again I write you this now:
My full name: NADEJDA; a surname: SUHANOVA.
BORISOVSKY PONDS STREET.
HOUSE 18. CASE 1. APARTMENT 28.
I should definitely pay money to a travel agency to Friday.
I ask you to help me, because on Friday my documents have been send to your embassy and this is the last day for payment.
If I do not pay the money to Friday, the travel agency will stop my journey to you.
My agent gave me to understand it and I think that they will not wait any longer.
So I ask you try to send me your money as soon as possible, ok.
now I can only hope for you and believe in what you have as much desire to meet me.
Now I can only wait anxiously at the heart of your response.
I can only pray that you get mad at me and understood my situation.
I am sure that today I will be very bad night, as I always will think about it,
but I hope to hear from you a good answer, and my spirits rise.
Please do not make me wait and tell me once, ok.
With impatience I will wait for a response.
Your and only your Nadejda.
By the way I wrote it to you in a letter that I listen to the song now.
This is a very beautiful song and my heart is broken, even when I hear this song.
I do not know how else to explain to you in love, but this song can help.
This is my most favorite songs and always listen to it when I' m sad.
Maybe you can feel the same sadness about me? It would be good.
I think that would be able to understand at all what I now hold within itself.
I already miss you very .